Hey guys! Thought I'd update this as I have been writing this chapter for about three days now almost pulling my hair out with writers block but I'm back. ALSO WHO ELSE IS EXCITED FOR THE ORIGINAL HIGH COMING OUT IN APRIL? I KNOW I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED.!!!!!
Just a quick little note; the last update about the cover photo, let me correct myself, it does not have to be Adommy, even though this is an Adommy fanfiction, it can be about Adam and tommy in any way....if that makes sense.
Also I have dedicated this to the wonderful @MayGlambert who has some good stories so go check her out! Thank you all xox
ADAM
"As much as I love touring, I hate the motherfucking jetlag" Monte groaned as our taxi stopped at my house."Tell me about it" Tommy laughs softly, we all get out of the car and walk up the drive-way. How I have missed this house, and my car.
The house was dark when we entered, the only light was visible from upstairs. I turned on the kitchen light and set my bags down.
"I'm going to go upstairs to see if Zoe is there" I say to the band, walking upstairs. I knock on her door causing it to open a little bit. She wasn't in there, I sigh as I look in the baby room, she loves going in there, a smile always on her face when she picks up a teddy.
I open the door and turn on the light to see Zoe laying on the floor with a bottle of something next to her. I quickly run up to her, panic runs through my body as I lift her up. I smell the alcohol as soon as I hold her, I check the bottle to see it's a burbon bottle. Zoe's eyes open, taking about five seconds before she realised who I was.
"Adam?" She questioned softly. Her words slurring a little bit.
"What did you do to yourself? Are you fucking crazy?" I say a little angry. I help her stand up and she walks out and downstairs. "Zoe, don't ignore me" I say sternly as I follow her downstairs, the band stop their conversations.
"What do you want me to say, Adam?" She says in a harsh tone. I hope this is just the alcohol talking.
"Tell me why the fuck you are drinking heavy alcohol while preganant?" I yell a little, my impatience with her is wearing thinner and thinner.
"Well that's something we don't have to worry about anymore" She laughs sarcastically.
"What do you mean?" I question. Her bottom lip trembles as her eyes meet mine.
"I lost the baby, Adam. I put myself through so much and I miscarried." She spoke, I stood back a little.
"Show me your wrists" I say directly at her, she steps back.
"What, why?" She questions. Her experssion turns from angry to pain.
"Just lift up your sleeve, Zoe" I speak sternly.
"No" She speaks back sternly, I walk over to her, grabbing her arm, not tightly.
"Adam-" Tommy started but stopped as soon as I pulled her sleeve up, she instantly pulled it back, tears fell from her face.
I shook my head and turned around, running my hands through my hair."Why?!" I yell as I turn to face her, anger now filling my blood.
"Don't act like you don't know!" She screams. "I can't help it!"
"You can! You can stop yourself!" I shout. "I know you have been through some tough fucking shit, Zoe, but if I can get through it, so can you. If Tommy can then you can" I snap.
"Here we go, comparing me to other people! Do you even know what it feels like you can't breathe? Because you don't need water to feel like you're drowning and I rather be dead than here!" She yells, tears freely flowing.
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Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)
Fanfiction»»DISCLAIMER«« Mentions of, suicidal thoughts and/or attempts, drug usage, strong language, sexual harassment/abuse, mental illnesses, depression, and male pregnancy. »»DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED EASILY OR SIMPLY DO NOT LIKE ANY OF THE THINGS...