Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)

Chapter 2~It's All In My Mind..

Another cliffhanger at the end of this..Whoops.

"Adam sit, we need to talk" Sauli says quietly and softly. I sit down slowly, what were Tommy and him arguing about? "Adam, I'm afraid to say this, I-"

"Just say it, Sauli" I snap, cutting him off.

"I'm breaking up with you" He blurts. I look up to him, my heart beating fast.

"You're what?" I say softly, my bottom lip starts trembling but I don't let it show.

"I met someone else in Finland. Someone that doesn't live in the past" He says, clenching and unclenching his fists.

"Doesn't live in the past?" I yell, standing up. "What the fuck do you mean?" Sauli steps back

"It's been a whole year Adam, it's time to let Zoe go!" He yells, pain in his eyes.

"NO!" I scream. "I can't let her go, I just can't" I cry, Sauli sighs.

"Then let me go. She's gone and you can't get her back. Why can't you accept that?!" Sauli yells back. "Good-bye Adam, we'll never cross paths again, I promise" He says looking down.

"Please, Sauli!" I yell

"Adam, I have made up my mind." He says sternly.

"Did what we have, did that mean nothing to you? We tried again for the second time for fuck sake." I say at him, trying to get too angry.

"It did mean something to me, Adam. But for fuck sake, I need someone who doesn't live in the past!" He yells.

"Oh haha" I say sarcastically. "Because I can't let her go, you think I'm living in the past?"

"You think I don't know you wake up at 3 am every morning because you hear her screams. Do you think I haven't seen your scars? Or hear you in that fucking bathroom, crying!" He yells. "How do you think I feel, Adam? I loved Zoe aswell, we all fucking did. You're not the only one who was hurt over her death. I fucking loved her the same as you did, Adam. How do you think I feel, knowing that my boyfriend rather cut his wrists instead of confiding in his partner. You always put me second best, Adam" He says, tears going down his cheek.

The room fills with a silence. He shakes his head turns around.

"Maybe I didn't love you quite as often as I could have and maybe I didn't treat you quite as good as I should have if I made you feel second best, I'm so sorry. Maybe I didn't hold you all those lonely times and I guess I never told you I'm so happy that you're mine" I cry as he slams the door behind him (What Adam just said is from a song called 'Always On My Mind and it's from Silent Hill; Shattered Memories but a lot of people have covered it.)

Why do I have to be so stupid? If only I were a better boyfriend, wait...he was the one that was never there for me, how could he? "Fuck!" I scream, throwing a photo of Sauli and I at my T.V, causing it to crack the screen. Great...

I start tearing the lounge room up, it's the only way to release my anger. I fall to my knees, crying. Why do I have to be so weak.

"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME, ZOE? WHY CAN'T YOU BE HERE WITH ME? WHY?!" I scream at the ceiling.

I hear the front door suddenly open, I ran to the door, hoping it'd be Sauli, coming back, but it was Tommy Joe. He looks at the lounge, completely shocked,

"What happened?" He asked, rushing to my side as I fell to my knees. "Adam?" He asks as he sits next to me, my head on his chest.

"Sauli...He broke...Up with...Me" I manage to stutter out past my crying, Tommy leads me to the couch.