Chapter 32~Noah And Dealing With The Truth.

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I have some good news, and bad news.. Good news; this is the last chapter that is sad...The next chapter is happy. I promise. Bad news; I have been thinking about deleting this story...I am actually confused as to how I feel about this...I don't know what to say about it....
Song mentioned at the end; Open Water by BlessTheFall ft Lights.

Buut yeahhh, Happy chapter nexttttt

ADAM
Zoe seemed off since she came back from the bathroom. She would try to avoid questions and is unusally quiet..

"Zoe" Tommy spoke suddenly, "Are you ok?" He asked while cutting his chicken. Zoe took a drink of her water and smiled.

"Of course I am." Her eyes met mine and they seemed empty, again..

"I have made an appointment for you to see a therapist tomorrow." I say as I finish my meal. Zoe throws down her fork, exhaling heavily. "Is that a problem?" I question.

"Would of been great if you checked with me first" She snaps.

"Didn't think I needed to. You knew I was going to make an appointment." I say sternly. The table goes quiet, everyone could clearly sense the tension.

"You sure do know what's best for me, hey?" She snaps, standing up and running out the room. I sigh heavily.

"Sorry guys, she's been like this lately"

"It's fine. She's a teenager. It's understandable. We were all like that once." Hayley spoke.

"I remember when Adam went through it." Dad laughed. I smirked.

"yeah, but he was more into being in plays and everything" Neil laughed.

"You were the one that snuck out of school." I smirked

"Yes, your mother and I never forgot about those phonecalls and visits to the school about you, Neil Lambert" My father scolded at a now laughing Neil.

"I should go and find Zoe" I spoke, standing from my seat. I walked away from the crowd and out to the corridor.

I saw Zoe talking to an unfamiliar guy. I walked forward and once her eyes met mine, he walked away quickly. I was too suspisous to let him get away..

"Hey!" I yelled out, he didn't look as if he was slowing down so I sped up, I grabbed his arm, making him face me...Looking at him now, he looked like...wait, why would Zoe be talking to a drug dealer?

"Why the fuck are you around my daughter?" I almost shout. People stare, I see Tommy walk out the dinner room. I let his arm go.

"She's YOUR daughter? Adam, truly...I didn't know!" He protested.

"Bullshit" Zoe yelled. "You knew Adam was my Dad! How do you even know him?" She asked.

"He used to sell drugs to Sauli a few years back." I spoke through gritted teeth.

"Yeah and now I sell them to your skank of a daughter" He smirked. I went to throw a punch but instead Zoe slapped him and started to beat him, she may be small but damn she's feisty.

"Zoe!" I yelled loudly, quickly grabbing her before she does any damage.

"Let me go!" She screamed, I quickly got Tommy to hold her and calm her down.

"You better watch what you say about my fucking daughter." I spit at Noah.

"Watch your tone, Lambert. Don't want to be a bad influence, now do we?" He smirked, I knew exactly what he was speaking about...

"Leave it." Neil warned, the band didn't know about my dark past, only Neil, Dad and Mom knew...

"You still going to those AA meetings, Adam?" Noah mocked. In a flash of light, I had him against the wall, my fist rasied. "Go on, I dare you. Prove you got balls, faggot" He spat.

At that moment my fist met his face, his met mine... People were trying to break us apart to cause less damage. He got a few solid hits to my face, I got more than a few to his...Great, my wedding is soon and I'll probably have a blackeye.

"You fucking asshole!" I screamed as Neil pulled me off Noah who was now on the ground. I shrugged Neil off and walked away.

"You can't hide from your past, Adam Lambert!" Noah yelled loudly.

"I'm trying to change!" I scream, by now, Zoe and the band look confused. I can't believe I was so stupid to not tell them. "Can't you see? I'm not that person anymore." I shout. Anger slowly turning to sadness.

"You keep telling yourself that, but are you even believing your words? You're as fucked up as you were when you were with Sauli!" Noah yells harshly. "He died because of you!!" I go to run to him to smash his fucking and head in, Neil and Dad quickly grabbed me.

"I fucking loved him, you have no idea!"

"Hence why you would beat him? Abuse him mentally and physically?" Noah spat, wiping blood from his mouth.

"I never hurt him intentionlly, I swear" My bottom lip trembled.

"Keep telling yourself that, Lambert. Go, go get married with your new boyfriend. But it won't be long before you treat him just as bad as you did to Sauli." He growls as he walks away. I push everyone off me and walk the oppisite way, to my car.

How could I be so fucking stupid? I wanted it to be a good few days before Tommy and I marry...

ZOE
I had never seen Adam that angry...Never have I seen him physically hurt someone...all because of me.

"What was that all about?" Tommy asked, panic clear in his voice.

"It is best if Adam told you himself" Eber explained.

"So what, he's been keeping a secret this big from us?" I snapped.

"Look, all I can say is before he met Tommy or the band and when he was with Sauli, he was in a dark place. He is to tell you the rest." Neil spoke.

"I didn't mean for all of this to happen.." I cried. Hayley suddenly hugged me.

"We know you didn't..Just I thought we got it clear through your head after your accident at the police station?" Tommy spoke sternly.

"Look, we can talk about me later, right now, let's focus on where Adam went."

"I know where he went...." Tommy mumbled..

ADAM
I stood at the face of the cliff. The waves smashed angerly against the rocks as if they were fighting for life. My heart beat quickened.
They'd be safe...They'd be protected and the only way I can do that is to jump...

"If your love is just a dream, don’t wake me up

It’s hard enough to face the world alone

If your love is just a dream, don’t wake me up

It’s hard enough to face the world alone" I sung softly to myself...

Tommy..My husband to be...I love him...So much...

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