Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)

Chaoter 25~Just Hold On Now.

I am sorry if this chapter seems a little short, I did have some writiers block and even though it's 3am I wanted to update. This chapter is also dedicated to MayGlambert as she is amazing and I love her support towards the first book to this. <3 I would dedicate so many people to this but I can't ;-; But anyway, I hope you guys enjoy this and the song in this, if you don't already know is Hold On by the man himself, it is an amazing song and I always have it on repeat as it is helping me so much <3

ZOE
As if my world wasn't broken enough? It was a tiny crack in the glass house but now it is all shattering around me.

The room is filled with a deadly silence. Adam hasn't let go of my hand at all though. He had seemed to hold it tighter. My chest felt tight.

"There are options." The doctor spoke. I stayed silent.
How can this happen? This is just to much...But, I can't just take the easy way out.

"Teen pregnancies are getting more common to this day due to careless thinking-"

"You think I was careless?" I shouted at the doctor, cutting him off. "You don't fucking know the half of it, understand?" I cry. My whole body tenses up...Just the thought of having a baby and the fact that it was under the infulence of rape...I don't believe in abortion to be honest, I'm eighteen this year...I'm nearly an adult so I need to start thinking like one.

"You're allowed to go home." The doctor spoke nervously, walking out the room.

"Zoe, you're not going through this alone." Adam finally spoke, looking at me straight in the eye.

"Can we just go home? We have dinner soon" I spoke, leaving the room.

I kept my gaze out the window the whole way home. Adam and Joel spoke a bit but I couldn't be bothered even listening. This baby is going to change my life..I got out the car as it stopped and entered the warmth of the house, I knew the band was here because their cars filled our drive-way. I walked into the kitchen to see Hayley and Monte drinking beer talking to each other and Tommy and Isaac laughing. They all stopped as they saw me. I must of looked stupid, standing there. I put my head down and walked straight upstairs, not even saying hello.

ADAM
As I walk into the kitchen, I see Tommy, even in a crowded room, he is the first one to catch my eye.

"Where's Zoe?" I ask as I set my keys and phone down on the bench.

"Went straight upstairs, is she OK?" Hayley asks softly.

"I'm not sure. She hasn't spoken about it." I reply, sighing,

"I'm going to talk to her quickly before I leave, if that's cool.?" Joel asked.

"That's fine" I half smile as he walks upstairs,

"Dinner is ready" Isaac says, putting the most beautiful meat on the table. I love meat way too much. Hayley is vegetarian though so she got something with beans in it.

"Is yours even dead?" I laughed as I sat down. Hayley stabbed it with her fork.

"should be." she laughed.

Even though I am laughing, my mind keeps reminding me of Zoe and what she's going to do. She hasn't spoken about it since we were there and it's worrying me.

ZOE
"Zoe, you can talk to me." Joel says softly as he sits next to me on the bed. I had my knees up to my chest and leaning against the bed head. "Just let me in."

"I'm at loss here, Joel. I'm falling apart." I cry. He moves a little closer.

"I'm here to put you back together"