Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)

Chapter 40~ What Do I Do...?

Hello glamberts. Now in the recent update, I'm not sure how you guys liked it but I like it and I want you guys to like it too... If my audience doesn't like the book, then what is the point?
This is a very short chapter, I will make the next extra long to make up for this. Please enjoy 💖💖

TOMMY
I ran straight to my car, tears down my face. How could this even happen? It's impossible, but it's not... There is a living thing inside of me... Oh god, what will Adam think? He will think I'm a freak, that's what. He wouldn't want me.

I pull out of the doctors car park and head towards home, what am I going to tell Adam?
I pull up into the driveway, thoughts running the through my head, many scenarios playing out... I can't hide this from him... I can't.

I sigh heavily as I step out the car and walk inside the warm house.
I see Adam in the kitchen cooking. He turns and jumps, I let out a little smile.
"Tommy.." he speaks softly, his words trailing.

"I'm sorry about the fight" I spoke, my gaze keeps to the ground.

"Where have you been?" He asks softly, walking towards me.

"I went to the doctors" I said shallow and blunt.

"Did they say anything?" He speaks. The room fills with a silence. "Tommy?" He repeats. A tear falls from my eye. "What happened?"

"I'm pregnant" I blurted, quickly shutting my mouth while looking at Adam's pale face, tears spilled out of my eyes and down my cheek.

"This isn't funny, Thomas." Adam said sternly. My body trembled.

"It's not a joke" I cried. Adam stood, paralysed.

"H-how?" he asked quietly.

"I don't know... They said it's one in a billion. I'll be lucky enough to hold the baby in my arms.."
Adam hugged me tightly. I was shocked at first.

"Tommy, I will do everything in my willpower to keep you happy and to keep you and the baby healthy. I don't care what anyone says, you're my husband, it's my job." he muffles into my shoulder. I push him away.

"No, Adam... I'm a freak..." I cry.

"I don't care. I love you and that's all that matters, Tommy." He smiled softly. "Now come and sit down, I'm cooking some fried rice with prawns." he smiled.

"Where's Zoe?" I ask as I sit down.

"Asleep still... Could you do me a favour and try and get through to her? She is avoiding everything I ask"

"Yeah that's fine. I'll go wake her up for lunch" I smile as I stand back up. Adam kisses me softly on the lips.

I walk upstairs and knock softly on Zoe's door. I walk in quietly and sit on her bed.
I smile at her as her chest moves up and down slowly. It's crazy to think she will have a baby brother or sister soon...
I move hair out of her face when she suddenly moved quickly, screaming.

"Don't touch me" she screamed, her eyes still sealed shut.

"Zoe, it's Dad, it's okay" I say softly as I hold her down. She screams loudly. "Zoe!" I yell out as I hold her down, she calms down softly, crying uncontrollably, her eyes suddenly open and she hugs me straight away, her tears soaking my shirt.

"I'm sorry... I thought... I thought you were him" she cried. I smoothed her hair out.

"It's okay, he's never coming back to hurt you, none of them are... your Dad and I are here to protect you, we will never leave you" i look at the corner of my eye to see Adam standing there. He nodded softly and headed back downstairs. "Zoe, we need to talk" I say sternly.
She sits up, wiping her eyes.

"What about?"

"Two subjects actually... the first one is about you distancing yourself from your Dad and I, and monte... What's wrong?"

"Every time I look at someone... All I can see is... The monsters that did this to me..."

"Zoe, we aren't monsters, none of us are... we won't hurt you" I smile softly.

"What is the second thing?" She asked, avoiding the other subject.

"I went to the doctor today..." I took in a deep breath. "I'm pregnant"

"No really, what's the real reason?" She laughed softly. I stared at her raising my eyebrow. "Holy shit..." she spoke soon after.

"It's one in a billion" I spoke softly.

"What did dad say? Have you told Dad?"

"Yes I have, he says he is going to support me and the baby but the doctor said I would be lucky enough to hold the baby..."

"I'm so Happy for you!!" She says happily, hugging me.

"You can't tell anyone, Zoe. Please"

"I pinky swear" she smiles, holding out her pinky. I laugh as I wrap my pinky around hers.

"Come one, Dad made dinner" I smirk as we walk out her room and downstairs.

I don't know how I'm going to get through this but I know I will have Adam's support and hopefully the band's... I'm so scared, I'm going to be a freak... I'm going to look ugly....
I'm going to have a baby...