Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)

Chapter 21~Suicide Attempt and Proposing.

It is currently 5am and I have had this idea in my head for this story so I thought why not write it down?
This chapter is foucused on Tommy, I know that most of it has been only on Tommy but I needed this to fit in for the story.
It contains self harm so please don't read if you get triggered easily. Thank you!
Also, I just realised about the last update, that will join on to this story with Joel, Zoe and what not but it won't be part two. so yeah. Sorry if it's a bit confusing in the start!

ADAM
I stared at his pale skin, I screamed as I picked up his limp and lifeless body.
"Don't you dare die on me. Please" I cried as I sat up with him in my arms.
He promised, he fucking promised me he wouldn't do this..

A FEW HOURS EARLIER;
ADAM
The gig went amazing! It felt good to get out and perform. It has been way too long.

"Glad it all went good" Hayley smiled as we walked out of the stadium.

"It felt good to use my hands again" Monte laughed,

"Alright, we'll see you guys soon." I smiled as Tommy and I got into the car and drove off.

"Can't wait to get home" He smiled at the corner of his mouth and placed his hand on my leg.

"How are you? After the whole hospital incident?" I asked as we stopped at a traffic light.

"I'm a little better. I just didn't know how to deal with it." He spoke softly. I tapped my hands on the wheel,

"Just promise me you won't try anything like that, ever again. You gotta try and stay strong, because I need you" I speak as we pull up in the drive-way. It is currently 1pm. I get out the car and Tommy follows, he kisses me softly as I reach the door.

"I promise." He smiles. I open the door and see Zoe standing there with..Joel?

ZOE
I see Adam standing there, he looks confused with a bit of anger.

"What the hell is he doing here?" Adam asks sternly, he puts his phone and keys down on the table. Tommy sits at the kitchen table.

"I only came here to apologise, Mr Lambert" Joel says.

"Really?" Adam replies with sarcasm.

"Adam, Joel has changed, he has explained everything that happened." I speak. Adam needs to respect my views on how I see things. And why is Tommy here? Are they dating again? Don't get me wrong here, I love that Tommy makes Adam happy but he is as messed up as Adam was. I think Adam needs time from Sauli..Did I seriously just say that?

"If he can prove he's changed, then that's fine. He can come out to lunch with us today if he can, get the band to get used of him, Tommy, baby, how does that sound?" Adam asks and looks at Tommy.

They are together? I think Adam has rushed it...

"Sounds perfect" He smirks. Why am I even thinking badly towards Tommy, why do I suddenly have a sudden hatred towards him?

"Great, Zoe, go get ready and we'll leave at 1:30" Adam speaks again before going upstairs, Tommy follows behind.

"Hey, are your Dad and Tommy dating?" Joel asks as we walk to my room.

"Yeah, Adam and Tommy are dating" I reply as I shut my door behind me.

"You don't call Adam 'dad'?"

"Not anymore."

"Anymore? What changed?" I look down at my feet...Maybe what Tommy said...Am I really letting it get to me?

"Doesn't matter" I snap before going into my bathroom.

ADAM
"Hey, Adam.?" Tommy asks softly, I turn around as I button up my shirt.