Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)

Chapter 27~Dinner Date Gone Wrong.

Hey guys, another really short chapter and I am so sorry it has been so long since I have updated, I have had such major writers block and it has been killing me..Love you all xox

ZOE
It has only been a month since Adam and the band left for Japan. It feels weird without him in the house.
Neil and Eber are here so I'm not alone. Derica is outside playing. My stomach is showing a little more but not as much, Joel wants to take me on a little date tonight, to forget everything bad that has happened.

"What time is Joel picking you up?" Neil asks as I head downstairs to get a drink.

"About 6, why?" I question, pouring my drink and bringing the glass to my lips.

"I was just wondering. Have you figured what you're going to wear?" He smiled. I nodded.

"Yeah I have. Kind of hard to find clothes that fit me, I'm going for a shower" I go upstairs and go into my ensuite.

I miss Adam so much but he is happy peforming for his Glamberts, and I respect that they need him as much as I do. It's what he loves and I won't interfere in that, even if I need a father figure around me at times...

I step into the warm water and let it cover my body..I lift my wrists up and trace over the recent scars. I am only staying strong for this baby and Adam...it is hard to stay strong at these times. I can't go and experiance my teenager life as I have a baby to think about.

I sit on the cold floor, cowering in the corner, what if Adam doesn't me around after I have this baby? What if he just wants Tommy? He did say Tommy was the most important person in his life...the only thing that kept me alive for that whole year was the fact that I got to see Adam again and that's all that I ever wanted, was to see Adam's smile as he saw me...I wanted to see Issac and hold him...I wanted to see Ashley and go shopping with her...I never got to say good-bye and sometimes I think it's my fault they're gone...

I stand up, stopping the water, and wrapping my towel around my body. I wipe the mirror to see my eyes red, I hadn't even realised I was crying.
I go into my room and pick out the dress I was going to wear with my heels. I sighed as I sit down on the bed.

How can Joel like me? All I have done is fuck everything up...
I get pulled out of my thoughts to my phone ringing. I sigh and answer it, putting it to my ear.

"Zoe speaking" I say, standing up, keeping the towel wrapped around me.

"Hey you ready? I'm on my way" Joel's voice spoke. Shit, is it that late already?

"yeah getting ready now, see you soon" I say quickly before hanging up.

I put on some undergarments and put on the black dress. I put my heels on and decided to leave my hair natural and put on some light make-up.

I didn't look too bad. I smile softly at my reflection before walking downstairs to see Joel. He got here pretty quick.

"You look amazing" He smiled. I blushed softly.

"Ready?" I asked as I walked up to him. He smiled at me.

"Of course"

"What time do you think you'll be home?" Eber asked as I was walking out.

"Not sure yet, maybe around eight?" I smile.

"Fine with me, have fun you two" He smiled as we left.

"Are you OK?" Joel asked as we got into the car.

"Of course I am, why do you ask?"

"You just seem off, that's all"
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"Just a water please" I say to the waiter. He writes it down and leaves our table.

"How's Adam's tour?" Joel asks as he reads the menu.

"So far so good. He misses being home though." I reply, keeping my head down, I miss him so damn much.

"You look really pretty tonight. I didn't get to say it earlier" He smiles.

"Thank you" I half smile.

The waiter comes back with our drinks and ready to take our orders.

"Just a steak please" Joel speaks. It's crazy how someone can make us feel happier than we want to..."Zoe, what are you having?" Joel asked,

"Just a pasta salad please" I smile at the waiter. He nods and leaves.

"Are you OK?" Joel asks. I nod my head

"Yes. Stop asking." I laugh softly.

"I'm sorry, I just care about you. A lot." He blushes. I don't say anything. I feel my purse viberate, I get my phone out and see a text from Adam.

'I miss you so much, will be home before you know it. Love you xx'

I smile at the text and put it back in my purse.

"Who was that?" Joel asks,
"Adam" I smile. "Telling me he misses me." I laugh. I see the waiter come towards us with our dinner.

"The pasta salad for the lovely lady and a steak for the gentleman." The waiter speaks happliey.

"Thank you" I say as he places my food down. I grab my fork and start to eat. The food tasted amazing.

"So, do you think you'll go back to school after you have the little bub?" Joel asks. I swallow my mouthful and look up.

"I actually don't know. I'll start looking for a job instead. I can't always rely on Adam." I say softly.

"Yeah." Joel smiles as he takes another forkful of his steak. My stomach suddenly gets a shooting pain. I drop my fork. "Are you OK?" Joel asks suddenly.

"Yeah of course. I just need to go to the ladies room." I smile softly, hiding the pain.

I quickly go into the toilets, locking the door behind me as it was just a single one. The pain started again, making it hard for me to breathe. I feel something trickle down my leg...blood,