Right, so this chapter isn't at all happy, sort of and I needed it to fit in with the rest of the story, yes, you guys can slap me now.
"Neil, what the fuck?" I yell as she comes out from the kitchen, Derica by her side.
"We couldn't tell anyone while Sauli was still out there. The police and doctors, they all knew about her posion, about how SAuli did this to her, but we couldn't tell anyone she was alive." Eber explains.
"You all let Adam destory himself for a whole fucking year? You sent him to a mental hospital because you all convinced him he was crazy! How could you do this to him?"
"But it'll be OK now? Won't it? If we just tell Dad about me?" Zoe asks, she had tears in her eyes.
"It better be" I speak.
That's when the doorbell goes off, it couldn't be Adam. He is still at his interview.
But I was wrong, Adam came strolling into the lounge room, staring down at the floor.
"Dad!" Zoe yelled, running up to him, hugging him. The room filled with a silence and Zoe quickly let go of Adam, he stared at her completely frozen.
ADAM
As I entered Neil's house, I walked into the lounge room, looking down at my left foot, I had a hole in my pant leg, how the fuck did I manage that? I go to look up when someone yells out Dad and I feel a pair of arms wrap around my waist...Zoe? She quickly let go and looked at me, it was really her...
"Zoe?...Ho-how?" I stumble with my words. I touch her face, her beautiful smile spreads across her face. My beautiful angel is back. Her hair was now bleached blonde with blue streaks.
"Dad, I missed you so much" she cries, I kneel down and hug her tightly. I have missed her so much. She pulls away and turns to Neil.
"Now that I can tell people, can I call Issac? I miss him" She speaks, I stand to my feet and look at the boys, I give them the 'not now' look.
"Yeah, when you go home you can" Tommy speaks up.
"I can't wait to see Ashley again! Can I go pack?" She asks.
"Go on" Neil says as she runs down the hallway followed by Derica.
"You haven't told her?" I say quickly to Neil and Dad.
"We couldn't, she was in bad shape when we told her what we had to do.." Dad says softly
"What about the cancer? You all told me she died.!" I snap.
"She is cancer free, she responded well to the tests, she is free of it, we had to tell you she died because of Sauli..if he tried to kill her once, he would've tried again" Neil speaks.
"don't..Just don't say his name" I say sternly, I see Tommy's stare go to the ground. "We'll just figure this out when we get home" I say as I softly smile at Tommy.
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"Oh I've missed this so much, the freedom." Zoe smiles as she enters her home once again. The band come out from the lounge, Monte smiles and picks Zoe up.
"What the hell?" He smiles as he hugs Zoe tight, he sets her down and she hug Isaac.
"Long story, we'll explain later" I say bluntly,
"Whose she?" Zoe asks, pointing at Hayley
"I'm Adam's Bass player, Hayley" She smiles at Zoe, holding her hand out, Zoe simply ignores it, turning to me.
"Ashy is your bass player, Dad. What is going on?"
"Ash was in a car accident a few months back, Zoe..she didn't make it" Tommy says suddenly. Zoe frowns.
"And where's Issac?"
"Sauli..He shot him." I say. Tommy looks down, I can tell he keeps playing that memory over and over...
"You didn't tell me?" Zoe cries
"Zoe, we thought you were dead!" I say a little loud,
"It is not my fault YOUR boy friend tried to kill me!" She says upset
"Oh and it's mine?" I shout. Tension fills the air. "How do you think I felt, Zoe? I had to put up with the fact that you died for a whole fucking year! How the fuck do you think I felt?" I cry.
"I could've killed myself, Adam. You know that right, I wasn't allowed to see you for a whole fucking year! I wasn't allowed to talk to anyone or even go outside! What do you know about being confined?" The band and Tommy seem awkward.
"What do I know about being confined?" I scream, "I was in the fucking mental asylum for a month! Do you know what it feels like, Zoe? Pills getting shoved down your thoart everyday? Trying to kill yourself with a fucking bed sheet? Do you? Do any of you!?" I scream again, I breath heavily and go straight outside for air...
TOMMY
"He hasn't spoken about what happened in that place since he got home" Hayley says softly.
"I think you guys should go.., we all need some space" I say quietly. They nod and leave. I look at Zoe.
"Was that nesscessary?" I question.
"I-I didn't mean to" She cries softly. "Did Sauli really shoot Issac?" She asks.
"Yeah, in front of me." I say as I walk outside to Adam. Issac's scream fills my head everyday..
"I'm sorry.." Was all Adam said softly. I hugged him
"No, I'm sorry.." I say, I kiss his lips and leave go back inside..He doesn't need me, does he? He's got her back now, and that's all he's ever wanted. I'll just get in the way..
"what does that mean?" Adam asks as he follows me, Zoe was sitting at the table.
"You got what you always wanted, Adam." i say, he grabs my hand.
"Does not mean anything" He says. It breaks my heart..
"You're right, maybe if Sauli was here, you'd have the perfect family.." I choke out.
"What the fuck does that mean? Sauli broke this family up."
"AND YOU STILL LOVE HIM.!" I scream "Don't you?" i cry.
He simply stays silent... I scoff and walk out of the door, slamming it behind me.
Right so before you ask questions, I needed Zoe to be brought back into this story again, to fill out the plot...x
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Hell Above (Sequel To Heaven Below)
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