Only You | T. Kei

I'll miss you {21}

"(Y/N), please open the door!" Your mom shouted from outside of your room. "No leave me alone, I don't want to talk to any of you!" You shout back, submerging yourself further into your blankets.

It was around 9 PM Sunday night, the day after you were told that you're moving to America. You hadn't left your room at all today, you didn't want to face your family. You were still so pissed at your dad for coming and taking you against your will and your mom is just okay with it all.

Your phone had also been going off all day, people texting you to see what was going on. After the 70th notification, you put your phone on do not disturb and continued to ignore everyone. You were still struggling with how to tell the team you were leaving.

Kei had messaged and called you at least 200 times since last night. Typically, he wouldn't care at all about what was going on with someone but because it was you, he was concerned. Whenever his name did come up on your phones screen you felt your heart clench. You didn't want to ignore him but you also didn't want to confess that you were moving across the world.

Your homework due tomorrow sat on your desk, completely untouched. You literally laid in your bed all day. Your eyes were very puffy and red from all the crying that you did.

Everything was just crumbling.

Another round of knocks were made on your door and this caused you to snap. "Mom just leave me alone!" You shout as you get up from your bed and walk to your door.

Grabbing the handle, you swing the door open and look up to see the person on the other side of your door.

Standing in front of you was an extremely tired looking Tsukishima. His hair was very disheveled, the bags under his eyes were dark, and his eyes were red from lack of sleep.  He was wearing a sweatshirt and sweatpants, with his phone in his hand.

"W-what are you doing here?" You stutter, your eyes still wide from the shock you were feeling. "Well your mom let me in." He explained and looked down at you.

Once you remembered the situation you were in, you turned around silently allowing the male into your bedroom. He followed behind you and closed the door.

You slowly sat down on the edge of your bed. You did everything you could to hold back the tears that formed when you saw your boyfriend's face. You felt the bed next to you sink as Tsukishima came to sit next to your figure. The both of you sat there in silence trying to find the words to say.

"(Y/N)..." Tsukishima whispered and you turned away from him. How could you look at him right now? How could you tell him that you had to just up and leave in a few days? These were questions you had no idea how to answer.

"Please look at me." He pleaded quietly. Hearing his tone, you couldn't hold back your tears anymore. Hot liquid streamed down your fave as you turned to look the boy in the eyes. Once you met his gaze, your grip on the bedsheets tightened as you saw his shocked expression.

After seeing your state, Tsukishima quickly pulled you into his embrace and you were able to just cry. You continued to sob into his shirt, your tears slightly soaking the fabric. Tsukishima held you tightly while caressing your hair. He did everything he could to calm you down so you guys could talk and just make sure you were going to be okay.

"Shhhh, you're okay," he reassured. "I'm right here I promise." He whispered in your ear and the clutch you had on his shirt tightened. You slowly breathed in and out in order to calm down.

You pulled away from him and quickly wiped your cheeks. Even after you had finally calmed down, you refused to look him in the eyes. Tsukishima on the other hand was still staring at you, trying to find what happened and how he can help.

"I'm moving." You muttered softly, still facing the other way. "You're what?" Tsukishima asked. He sat there a little shocked and hoped that he heard you wrong. "I'm moving, at the end of the week." You explained. You finally turned to face the boy next to you. "Where?" He asked while trying to keep his composure.

"America."

Tsukishimas mouth fell a bit and his eyes widened quickly. He really had no idea what to say or how to react to what you just told him. You were moving to America at the end of the week, and who knows how long you would be gone.

The look on his face broke your heart. "I'm sorry," you cried. "I'm so sorry." You held your head low and tried to prevent him from seeing the tears leaving your eyes again.

"I didn't mean for this to happen I just don't have a choice. My dad just showed up with his wife and said Niko and I are moving American with them." You explain while sniffling and trying to stop your tears. "I obviously tried to object and ask my mom but she didn't help at all and said 'it would be good for me'." You scoff remembering her words.

"I guess Niko is getting everything she wanted." You chuckle sarcastically. "What do you mean?" Tsukishima finally spoke up."Remember when we talked about my past?" You ask and he hums in response. "Well her goal is to make my life shit. She constantly tried to turn my friends against me, hurt my grades in school, and even break us apart. From the beginning all she's wanted is to harm me." You explain. "And now that I have to leave everything I love behind, she couldn't be happier."

You finally decided to look up at Tsukishima. "I understand if you hate me. I'm leaving you and everyone else so randomly." You sigh. "I really wish things were different because we finally were able to date comfortably and of course it's being taken away." You felt his hand under your chin lifting your head up to make you look at him.

"Are you seriously that dumb?" He asked. You were a bit taken aback by his question but let him continue. "How could I hate you? Especially for something that isn't even your fault?" He questioned sounding a bit annoyed. "You're the first person I ever really gave a shit about other than Yamaguchi and you think I could hate you that easily? If that's really what goes through your mind, you're much more of an idiot than I thought." He sighs along with rolling his eyes. "Okay I get it asshole." You say pulling your face from his grip and laugh.

"Wait, is this why you haven't been texting all day?" Tsukishima asks and looks at you. "Uhhh-" You avoided the question bye jumping fully into your bed. "You're so annoying." He groaned laying next to you. "I should be asking why you look so tired." He just ignored you and wrapped his arms around you. "Oh, was the Tsukishima Kei worried about the state of his dear girlfriend?!" You gasp dramatically. "Shut up." He replied blankly while nuzzling further into your warmth.

After a few more minutes, of you just enjoying each others presence. "Have you told the team yet?" Kei asked breaking the silence. You didn't respond and just looked in the other direction. "I'll take that as a no." He said sarcastically. You lightly pushed his head away from yours and checked the time. Your clock read 10:43 PM.

"Holy shit it's really late and we have school tomorrow!" You gasped while sitting up. "You have to get home or your mom will ge-" Before you could even finish your sentence, you were pulled back onto the bed. "I already asked your mom and I can text mine about staying over." He said while getting comfortable again. "What about your clothes?" You continue to question. "I'm not stupid like you, I planned ahead."he answered slowly falling asleep.

You both got comfortable under the covers and we're wrapped in each other's arms. "I'm gonna miss you." You say in a whisper, almost inaudible yet, he still heard you. "I know you will midget." You turn to look at his face. "Say it back!" You exclaim and he just ignored you. "Whatever." You groan and move away from the boy. "I was just kidding you baby," he sighed and pulled you back over to him. "Of course I'm going to miss you, I love you." He said blankly before finally falling alseep.

Your eyelids finally felt heavy as you were falling asleep. You look at your boyfriends face one more time before sleep takes over your mind and whisper, "I love you too, Kei."

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Word count: 1507

Okay uh thank u sm for 2k reads that is insane! This story is slowly coming to an end we have like 4-7 chapters left maybe??? But thank you for your support this far I love you guys :)
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-Sav