Why...

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Why..

Why did she feel this way?

When she had completely different things in mind why did she change them?

She was looking for an answer and she found it.

Then why was she disappointed?

Why did she want more?

Maybe it will get better with time.

She kept telling herself there is someone better out there for her.

Someone out of this world.

But why did she miss him?

She didn't want him but she did at the same time.

Besides, who was more perfect than him?

...

Yet again, the wrong guy with the right words.

But he still meant a lot to her.

He was still important to her.

A person like him didn't exist.

Cared about her.

Supported her in everything she did.

Believed in her.

Was there for her whenever.

But she felt like a horrible person.

She felt like she pulled his heart out and ripped it to shreds.

She wished she could make him feel better.

She tried.

But he said he was fine.

Which was an obvious lie.

He wasn't fine.

He was as hurt as she was when her ex hurt her and maybe more than that even.

She hoped with all her non-existent heart that he would make it through this.

That he would realize he deserves so much more.

That he is destined for greatness.

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If you read this, I'm sorry. I know you aren't fine. But I promise you, you deserve better.

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