In search of herself

A love that...

Have you ever felt love?

Not the love of a parent, sibling or friend. Maybe you can compare it to the love of a friend but this is different.

Have you felt the love of a person in love with you?

She did.

She felt a love that held her heart in her ribcage and caressed it.

A love that kept her warm.

A love that held her when she was scared.

A love that wiped her tears when she cried.

A love that, if solid, she would grab on to it and squeeze as hard as she could.

A love that made her close her eyes in content.

A love that held her close to a beating heart.

A love that stayed through a lot.

A love that carried her through the bad days and held her hand through the good.

She felt that love.

She felt it so deeply that...

Sometimes she just wanted to close her eyes and die.

Sometimes she wanted to grin like an idiot.

Sometimes she wanted to scream out to the world.

Sometimes she wanted to let everyone know that there was a boy, one that was hers and she his.

She felt a love like that.

She felt happy for once.

For once she didn't want something to end.

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Hey guys!

She is in love!!!

Finally!!

She is scared still, but stays by her. She has done everything possible to have him leave. Start petty fights, making a big deal over nothing, telling him that she is a bad person, telling him he deserves better. She tried it all but he stayed through it all.

He said she is his better, his best, his everything. He only wanted her and no one else. That she is perfect. That she the most beautiful.

Maybe this one will stay...