Accepting what I cannot

Borderline princess

Tell me the skies blue I still think it's green

Alcohol contents in my Listerine

Maybe not but it's fun to pretend

Placebo effect overdosing on sugar pills might bring me to the end

I'm stupid for loving you far to fast

Gotta leave early to skip your class

I'm seeing demons you could never imagine

Coat it with nervous tics and silly tangents

You're my favorite person, I don't wanna kill my best friend

With my crying fits and split ends

I tell you I'm ugly with the things the I've seen

You're touching a body that is far from clean

Some adventures some being forced into exile lands

I've been Violated by familiar hands

I Wonder Why do you want me when I've been used

Sex Ed teachers compare me to warn out shoes

And they don't care that it wasn't a choice

All the men have raped, left, or been deployed