The Story of My Life

Feelings

Friday March 16th, 2020

Chris pov

Anxiety?

Bipolar disorder??

Schizophrenia???

I don't know if Dani noticed that I heard what the doctor said

But I did.

And I'm not dumb, I know for a fact she was gonna say medicine.

So I decided to take matters into my own hands and look it up.

And I honestly don't know how to feel.

I mean I'm not judging, I have had my own problems.

She doesn't know this but I was a hardcore addict at one point. I went through a lot my early on years of becoming famous. It was all new to me and people misjudged me.

I hung around the wrong group of friends, popped percs, sniffed coke, and other stupid shit.

I can't be mad though, I don't think anyone would really be comfortable with telling someone that.

Maybe if I give her a little time she'll tell me. If not I'll just bring it up.

"Okay your finished", the doctor said while backing up.

Dani quickly fixed herself and sat up.

"Whenever you guys are ready you can leave, it was nice seeing you Dani", she said hugging her again.

"You to".

A few minutes later we were out the building walking towards the car.

I got in the car and just sat there without starting it. When she hopped in she looked at me confused.

"Yo pussy ugly", I said with a straight face.

I seen her eyes widen from the corner of her eye and before I could catch it her fist hit my cheek.

"Fuck you Chris I said don't look!", She yelled.

"AHHHH I was joking geezzz", I laughed while holding my face.

"I don't care", she huffed.

"I'm sorry", I said still laughing.

She ignored me while I started the car and pulled out the parking lot.

"Your a bitch, get me food", she said blankely.

I looked around the car and back at her, "who you talking to?".

"The only bitch in the car", she retorted.

I ignored her remark and pulled over on the side of the road and parked.

"What are you doi-".

I cut her off by turning in my seat and gripping her by her neck firmly.

"I said who the fuck are you talking to?", I asked again more sternly.

She didn't say anything and just stared at me.

I leaned over closer to her and whispered softly.

"Where's that energy from a few minutes ago?".

Her body shifted and she crossed her legs tightly.

"What's the matter?", I whispered while running my lips up and down her ear.

She cleared her throat after a few seconds,"nothing", she said softly.

"Hm", I responded.

I placed a kiss on her neck and let her go turning back in my seat.

I start the car and then pull off.

I decided to break the silence after noticing she wasn't.

"I have to drop you off I have a meeting at the label".

"Okay", she mumbled.

After another moment of silence I pull up in front of her apartment complex.

I go to say bye but she jumps out the car and runs to her door.

And there I go fucking shit up again.

Dani pov

Im growing feelings for him and that moment in the car confirmed it.

Yea it short but between work and school ion got time for shit.

In putting out a new book if y'all wanna read it.

Okay bye💚