The Story of My Life

Episode

Dani

"To be honest your bitch made", I shrugged.

Chris's mouth dropped open in shock as if he couldn't believe what I said.

He got off the bed like the extra person he is and clapped his hands.

"Run that back turbo", he said rolling his neck.

I crawled across the bed and stood up on my knees in front of him.

"You. Are. A. Bitch.", I repeated while looking at him.

I honestly don't know why I called him that, I'm in one of my depressive angry at the world moods and he's the only one I can take it out on.

It might be wrong of me but oh well.

On top of that, I ran out of my medicine so I'm feeling a little bit of everything right now.

And by everything I mean mostly suicidal.

"Bro who are you talking to?", he asked scrunching his face up.

I looked around the room and got off the bed and looked under the bed, then I walked away over to his closet and opened it looking around.

Then I turned back around and pointed at him, "I'm pretty sure you the only other person in this room".

He stared at me for a few seconds and  nodded his head sitting down.

I stood their for a few seconds wondering why he wasn't doing anything.

After 5 minutes of silence I realized he was ignoring me.

And I- well not rational me didn't like that.

So I walked over to the bed and kicked his foot and then sat down.

He didn't do anything but suck his teeth.

Once again not rational me didn't like that.

So I mushed his head.

He jumped up and looked at me like I was crazy, "bro what the fuck do you want !", he spazzed.

"Who the fuck you talking to", I said pushing my head back into my neck.

"Obviously you bitch", he spat.

Even though I was the problem I still didn't like that he said that.

So I smacked him.

"Bitch that", I spat.

Next thing I know he pinned me to the bed and was screaming at me.

I wasn't even paying attention I had zoned out, him screaming at me triggered me.

Out everything he was saying the only thing I heard was 'did you even take your medicine'.

My eyes widened and I started trying to push him off me.

"Get off me you stupid ass nigga", I cried out while trying to move him.

He didn't budge and that made me more upset.

His face ended up softening up and I could tell he felt bad.

"Why are you crying", he asked.

I tried talking but since I was crying the tears were clouding on my vision and I was choking on my snot.

He climbed off me and pulled me into his arms and held me.

"L-let me go", I managed to get out.

"No, what's the matter", he asked softly while rubbing my scalp.

"I-i d-don't k-know, g-get o-off me", I stuttered.