Presque Vu [Phenomena Series #3]

Chapter 28

Chapter 28:

It's been one whole day since Lily and I had a fight. We didn't even talk last night before we fell asleep. She really did not even text me or call me, and I didn't too because I'm still pissed.

I may know my fault but she has to admit her fault too. Hindi na dapat siya nakikipag-kaibigan sa putanginang ex niya kasi halata namang kukuhanin siya no'n sa akin.

She can't blame me if I always feel like this when it comes to his fucking ex. Gusto ko rin namang pigilan ang mga selos ko pero paano ko magagawa 'yon? I can't stop it, damn.

Nang gumabi, hindi ko na natiis pa. Hindi ko na napigilan na tawagan siya. Hindi ako sigurado kung gising pa siya dahil 11:45 p.m. na, pero sinubukan ko pa rin siyang tawagan.

After few rings, Lily answered.

"Hello..." she answered in her sleepy tone.

I gulped because I missed her voice... I missed her. I felt the heat on the corner of my eyes. I kept on gulping and blinking my eyes because there's this certain feeling I have right now.

What was it called? What is this? This is damn extreme than love. What the hell is this feeling? I can't find the right words to say this.

"Are you done?" she asked that made me come back to my senses.

"Hmm?" I responded.

"A-Are you done getting angry a-at me?" she asked.

Her voice is weak... faint... it seems like she's in the verge of crying.

"I'm sorry," I said as I sighed. "I missed you."

Lily took some time before she could talk. But even though minutes have passed, I waited for her to talk. I waited for whatever she has to say because I've been a bad, bad boy to her. I hurt her and that's because I am angry... jealous. I wanted to make it up for her.

"I missed you too," she sniffed. "And I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Luke."

I don't know why Lily, saying sorry, made me think about something. Lily might be sorry because she knew her mistakes. Whatever I have in mind is really only on my mind.

I kept on sighing that entire time. I really don't know what it is that I'm feeling right now. All I know is I love her so much and I'd defy everything who goes against us.

I missed her.

"Can I come to you?" I asked.

She chuckled but the faint clue that she's crying is there. "Of course. You don't have to ask."

I sighed. "Okay. I'll change my clothes and come to you. Please wait for me, okay?"

She sniffed again. "Okay, I'll wait for you."

She ended the call and then I wore a black V-neck shirt and gray shorts. I took my wallet, cellphone and car key before I went out of the unit. The guys I'm living with are probably busy with their girls, except Connor who might be sleeping soundly now since he got no girl.

Ha ha.

As soon as I entered my car, I started the engine and drove to Lily's unit. The traffic was not that heavy but it is enough for me to not come to Lily faster than I want. Also, there's some kind of nervousness, fear, inside me. I don't know why but it feels like I am nervous right now.

It's not like it's my first time that I am going to come to Lily's unit, but why do I feel so nervous?

As soon as I parked my car, I went out of it and went to the elevator to go to Lily's unit. When I am on the right floor already, I went out of elevator and walked to her unit. As soon as I arrived in front of the door, I immediately stop. My heart started beating wild and I don't know why. I am hesitating right now if I should ring the doorbell or should I go home?