Things are really getting serious by now in this story and I hope you're still liking it though the flow is very confidential, sensitive, and can trigger someone who's not used to this kind of genre.
Read it 'til the end, it's worth waiting for. I'm telling you.
REVIL
I AM EXTREMELY FEELING my earthly body falling in tremendous pain as I received different harassment from these homophobic and satanic bastards. No matter how I tried to use my strength as a mechanism to take myself up and fight for my own reputation, I still can't because it's slowly running out of the system. I can't also open my eyes normally, it feels like next life is going to take me anytime soon. Thanks for the pole and the big and heavy chain though, it helps me keeping feet standing on the ground regardless of my wobbling knees.
Every part of my body are shivering in weakness and pain while my own blood is cascading down through my body. Apart from that physical pain, I am more than worried of my mental and emotional health because of the trauma I got from Primo's officers who forcibly played on my body like I am just their sex toy. They obviously did rape me and I can't stop my eyes from tearing up. Yes, I am a stripper and had experienced a lot of sexual stuffs that I can consider more than what they did to my body earlier but still, this one really got me off guard. It made me feel like less of a person that I even want to kill myself just to purify my mind and soul.
Bilang isang gay stripper at matagal nang nagbebenta ng laman sa iba't ibang lalaki, akala ng iba ay sanay na ako sa mga ganitong klaseng pangyayari pero nagkakamali sila dahil hindi ang sagot ko. Kung alam niyo lang kung gaano ako nandidiri sa katawan ko ngayon dahil sa ginawa nila. Parang gustong-gusto kong balatan ang katawan ko para lang maalis ang pandidiri ko sa katawan ko.
Gusto ko nang sumuko sa ginagawa ko sa totoo lang. Hindi ko alam na 'yung rape na 'yon ang magpapabagsak sa akin pero sa tuwing naalala ko 'yung mga taong nahihirapan sa hell jail lalo na 'yung batang pinangakuan kong babalikan ko at ililigtas mula sa masalimuot na kamatayan ay kahit papaano nagkakaroon ako ng lakas ng loob na huwag sumuko. Merong isang boses na bumubulong sa likuran ng aking isipan na ipagpatuloy ko lang ito at sa huli ay meron din itong magandang resulta.
"Hoy," Primo cupped my chin forcibly. His not so squinted eyes stared at mine while his jaw tightened, "Talagang mahal ka ng gagong 'yon, no? Handa talaga siyang sirain ang imahe ko para lang sa'yo." halos hindi ko siya makita ng maayos dahil nanghihina na talaga ako, parang gustong-gusto nang pumikit ng mga mata ko at magpahinga ng katawan ko.
"T-tandaan mo 'tong ginawa mo sa'kin, Primo." ngumisi lang si Primo sa akin bago nito inutusan ang mga PSG niya na tanggalin ako sa pagkaka-kadena sa poste. Hanggang ngayon ay nananatili pa rin silang hubo't hubad dahil hinihintay pa nilang muli na sabihan sila ni Primo na gahasain ako habang ako naman ay nakatitig lang sa mga mukha nila.
BINABASA MO ANG
His Lust Rage
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