Same Mistakes (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 35 : Reaching for Something in the Midst...

Nicole's POV

My eyes slowly drifted open, I squinted around the empty room. The memory of what had happened a while ago relayed through my mind and I smiled to myself. I had actually had sex with Harry Styles. I looked over my shoulder where my clothes were lying on the ground. I pulled off the blanket on the top of me and put on my clothes.

I got out of the Harry's room. The flat seemed to be empty. Where were they when I was feeling so happy and darn hungry! I took out a sandwich from the fridge. As soon as I had taken two bites from it, the front door clicked open. Harry, Lou and a laughing Jere came in. I was so confused. "When? How? Uh-" I gaped at them. Harry chuckled and Lou snickered to his side. Jere kept on his smile. "What's so funny now?" I asked again. But they were still silent and smirked. What the hell was wrong with them? The last I saw Jere, he was raging like a bull.

I was getting mad now. If they didn't want to answer then fine, I wouldn't answer. I took one more bite of the sandwich in my hand and then walked back to Harry's room. Who was the raging bull now?huh? Footsteps shuffled behind me, I tried to slam the door in their face but they were faster and stronger. I looked through the door, it was Jere who had gotten between the door. I was still a little scared what he might do to me now so I backed away a little. He understood how I felt and tried to sooth. "I'm really sorry Nikki, its okay. I won't hurt you now." He whispered. It didn't really get into my skin so I just dodged Jere and ran to Harry who was just a few steps away from the doorway.

I couldn't believe what I was doing myself, running away from my own brother? Harry whose face now looked shocked, instead of the smirk earlier and I knew that was because of my reactions. I jumped onto him and he simultaneously buckled his arms around my waist so that I was clinging onto him like a baby Koala. Lou was just behind Harry who's eyes had taken a similar prostate like Harry's. Harry started rubbing my back. "Its okay love." Harry tried. Jere came out of the room and made his way closer and tightened my grip on Harry's shoulders.

"I'm not going to hurt you, please Nikki." Jere was using my nickname. "Stay away... please." I whimpered the last word. "He's not going to hurt you love, he's good now." Harry rubbed my back. I felt a hand on my back, I shook at the touch. Harry was nodding over my shoulder, he let go of my waist and I was hoisted up in another pair of arms. I tried very hard to fight them but like before he was much stronger. He took me to Harry's room, sat me on the bed and shut the door behind him and locked it. I moved back and hoisted up me knees and wrapped my hands around them. Jere sat on the foot of the bed, he looked down.

"I'm so sorry Nicole." he wailed, I could tell by his voice that he was crying now. That hurt as well. "I never meant to do that. I was just so confused, and I was an bastard." he continued, still looking down. I never meant to hurt him either. I wasn't going to speak but if he continued like that then I would change my mind. " I didn't think know you were really in love with him. I just thought it might be your fan girling so... And all the updates before have always said that he is a player." he spoke, looking up at me now.

"If you hadn't noticed, when we broke up, I never got over him and neither did he!" I snapped. He seemed shocked at my sudden voice. "I know but I didn't get that before." he squealed. "Its like you've never known me." I lowered my tone. "I'm sorry, please forgive me." he said, clambering over to me. My body tensed but I didn't move this time. He shifted his hand to me cheek with the wound, I winced as he made a little contact. "I'm sorry." he whispered again.

I didn't speak when suddenly his hand from my cheek moved away and I was wrapped in a tight hug, tears started slipping through my eyes and I couldn't help but wrap my arms around my brother's shoulders. Jere started crying hard over my shoulder. "Its okay. Its okay" It was I who soothed this time, rubbing his back. My voice was hoarse from all the crying and stuff. Jere's body eased at my words and I knew that he felt better at just those words.

"You forgive me?" he whimpered against my shoulder. I hesitated but couldn't help but pursue this behavior any longer. ''Of course but please don't act out like that again." I reasoned. "I won't." he said quickly as he puled away, his face had lightened, even though his eyes were a little puffy and some tears were in mid-face. He took my hand, got me off the bed and led us out of the room.

Harry's POV

Jere signaled that he wanted to talk to Nicole so I nodded to him and let go off her. He took her from my arms and took her from my arms and motioned towards my room. She started fighting against his arms, tears were staining her beautiful face now as she struggled. Jere remained firm on his grip that it almost hurt to see Nicole like that.

I looked Lou over my shoulder who simply nodded. Jere went into my room, closed the door after him and the lock clicked locked. It worried me a little to let her go with Jere but then he was still her brother and he wasn't a bad guy either.

Minutes past by and a silence continued between me and Lou in the hallway. We could hear low mumbles of a manic voice. Then suddenly Nicole's voice snapped and made me worry even more. In case it tempered with Jere's mood. I was slightly worried about Nicole as well who had had enough from the past morning. The silence persisted for a while, even from my room. Then a few whispers and mumbles made some sound and sighed a relief. A hand rested on my shoulder, it was Lou's. "She's gonna be okay, they're gonna be okay." he corrected himself.

I started pacing in the hall with a silent and remote Lou in the corner. After a few moments, the door clicked open and my eyes widened.

Yeah I know... I was a little late, I was grounded because I had been spending a lot of time here so this might be happening in the following days as well. I have to join more out door activities.

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Annie