Same Mistakes (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 25 : When You Look Me in the Eyes

Nicole's POV

i woke up with the sunlight streaming through the curtains. Harry was facing me with puffy eyes, it looked like he hadn't slept the whole night. I raised my hand to touch his face but he shifted away. "Whats wrong Har-" he cut me off. "Why didn't you tell me that you were burning yourself?" he raged in in low vocals. I was shocked for how he got to know about it. "Tell me!" he said louder. I started to get up but he caught my hand. "Please.." he whimpered this time.

I leaned in closer and buried my face in his chest. "I didn't know how to take it out..." I slurred. "But why? Why do you have to take it on yourself? I told you it wasn't your fault!"he whispered. "Of course it was! I was the one who gave Mason a chance again! I was the reason you had to rescue me! I was the reason you had to go that party and I was the reason Mason took you! I cried in his chest. He flinched at those words, "But thats how we got back together? Right?" he reasoned. It was true, no doubts that all the Mason stuff had led me to Harry again.

I didn't speak. "So you won't do it again. Promise me." he taking my face into his hands from his chest. I bit myself and looked down. "Promise me!" he shouted, I didn't know when that happened but that was pretty loud. "I promise." I said quickly, knowing I would regret it. He laughed at my scared expression. "Good girl. Now take me outside please."

I helped him out to the living room where Lou was watching the TV. "Hey Lou!" Harry shouted as I motined him to a couch. He waved a 'hi' to him but not me. I agreed to his mood and went to shower.

I looked in the mirror as I pulled of my shirt, I turned a little to have a view on my back, I hadn't had anything on it since the day they were scarred onto me. It hurt watching them so I turned around and turned on the shower. It felt very good as the warm water washed its way on my skin, I felt relieved of some of my tensions and pains. I don't know how it came to my mind but I knew I had to do it.

I quickly dried myself and put on some clothes. When I got into the living room, Harry was asleep on the couch and Lou was still there. I went over sat beside him, he didn't look at me as if not noticing it. "Lou?" I whispered. He didn't answer. "Lou please... Just tell me the reason for all of this."

"Why did you go with that guy when I was stll there?" he said, stll looking at the screen.

"Because.. because I thought they would let go of Harry then."

"With you losing yourself?"

" I'd have anything if it was for Harry."

He finally looked at me, "Do not do that next time, we are still alive. Do you know how worried I got? First Harry and then you too! It just freaked me out." he raised his arms. I decided to lighten the mood and started tickling him. He burst laughing and he tried to get my hands. Soon we were on the floor, tickling each other and there was a moment that we kept staring at each other's cheered faces.. I then realized Harry was also in the room.

"Lou, Lou stop! Harry's gonna wake up!" I squealed and got of the floor and sat back on the couch on which we had been sitting a while ago. Lou joined me and we started watching the TV as if nothing was wrong but we kept giving each other funny expressions.

There was a knock on the front door, Lou went to get it, Zayn, Niall, Liam and Perrie appeared. "Hi guys!" I stood up. They all replied a "hi". Niall came and hugged me so tight that I couldn't breathe and the way he squeezed pained me in the fornt and back.

"Its okay... I can't breathe, hurts." I managed.

"Teaching you a lesson. Don't burn yourself and I have a cream for your back."he whispered in my ear so only I could hear.

"He told you?" I whispered back.

"He wanted someone to talk to..." he let go. I went and sat beside Lou again. He elbowed me in the ribs. "Ow! What was that for?" I scowled rubbing the ribs. "Element of surprise." he smiled, he was taking revenge of the moment I tickled him off guard.

"When did this happen?" Liam raised his eye-brow. "Shut up!' Lou said.

"Hey!" a deep british voice exclaimed from behind me. I turned around to see Harry standing oon his own feet with his arms folded on his chest. He climbed on the couch from behind and sat between me and Lou, crushing us on the arms of the couch.

"Harry how the hell did you make it here?'' Perrie muttereed.

"Nice recovery.'' he simply smiled.

"I'm bored." Niall added.

"Lets play tag." Lou suggested.

"Now what are we five?" Liam scolded.

"Oh come on guys...by the way, its my turn!" Lou said getting up and smiling evilly.

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