Same Mistakes (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 33 : Foolishly Completely Falling...

"No.." he replied simply.

I was surprised at his answer. "But why? You-" I started but he put a finger on my lips. "I said I wanted but not like this.. " he mumbled, looking me up and down. "I thought-" he cut me off again. "You're a mess right now. You don't know what you're talking about. You're just trying to prove it to your brother." He reasoned. My eyes tensed. Harry got up, leaving me lying on the bed. Then he just opened the door and went out, I heard a click on the door. I mimicked Harry's actions but when I got there, the door was locked!

Harry's POV

I just left her laying there, I got out of the room and locked it. I knew what she was going to attempt or try this time. I don't know what got into me when I told her off at that time, I had always wanted her but when she felt the same, I refused. I knew she wasn't doing it out of desperation but because she wanted something to actually relieve her that hasn't been provided to her since the day she kissed me.

I called Zayn and asked him to meet me at a nearby Cafe, I just wanted to talk to someone other than Lou who was probably calming down Jere in some other room. I stepped out of the flat and got into my Volvo. I was so emotionless all the while as if I couldn't notice everything, even though the streets around seemed like they were shrinking.

When I got at the cafe, Zayn was already there, he was sitting on a booth with headphones on. I joined him, I could feel several pairs of eyes on me. They were annoying, most of them I knew were the fans but I couldn't take it. I was just feeling very angry at myself for leaving Nicole like that.

"Hey!" Zayn greeted.

"Hi.." I replied not paying much attention.

"Why am I here then?" he asked, confused.

''Don't know really, just needed someone to speak to." I replied, not paying much attention.

"About what?" he continued.

"Nicole... her brother hit her today."I maintained.

'What? I"m gonna kill that dude. He's out of his limits now!" he declaimed harshly, getting up.

I grabbed his arm and sat him back down. "Pssh. Zayn! We're in public. And thats not what I'm worried about, he's her brother and I guess he didn't probably mean that either." I hissed.

"Oh.. so what is it then?" he calmed down, surprised and sat down.

"Its just her reaction to this, she wants it now." I hesitated at the words.

"So whats your problem then?" he frowned.

"I don't know. I just think that she was just desperate for that after her brother." I was confused at the words myself.

"Come on Haz! Thats stupid!" he cackled.

"Thats what I thought but... " I trailed off.

"But what? Where is she now? Call her and just do whatever she says. Please Haz. Don't disappoint her, she doesn't expect that from you." Zayn croaked. "She's locked in my room. I thought she would humiliate herself or attempt something surreal so.."I looked down.

"What?! Go now, she might be banging the whole flat now. Jere might think things different ways." he shrieked, banging the table with his hand.  "I don't know." I moaned. "Look Haz... remember in the game last night, I let you go, then you'd owe me something. Please now do this that way."

"This is not a game Zayn." I responded, closing my eyes shut. "But neither what you're doing right now is reality." Zayn intimated. "Go now..!" he pushed me off the booth. Even though Zayn's words hadn't convinced me as much, my own mind was begging to melt into the request. Without any more words or warnings I got out of the cafe and into my Volvo. I rushed past the road to a departmental store to buy some protections.