Same Mistakes (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 11 : My Heart Will Go On

I remember the sounds of sirens wailing and I blacked out. Then again my eyes flew open, that was when I was being rushed down white hallway. I couldn't see anything but I could make out a few words like: "Is... she... survive" that was the voice of a deep british voice and I knew it was my love without which my heart would be shattered but it sounded really worried, I wanted to cuddle him and tell him everything was going to be fine but the words just won't leave. A more urgent but unknown voice spoke this time. " ... Don't know... serious... emergency... nurse... blood" I imagined his green eyes staring at me, a smie on his lips and cute dimples on the sides. I knew by the pain in my chest that I would be free of it in just a few minutes when my soul would leave my body, all will be right again and I would be united with green eyed face. I blacked out again but before that I heard the deep british voice again, "Hold on! please!You're gonna be okay..." he pleaded.

Harry's POV

I watched as they took her to the emergency department. The doctors said that Nicole's condition was pretty severe. I don't know what her mother had said but I think thats what caused her a sudden change. I had my hands on my head as I ruffled my curls which were ringing with sweat. I was getting nervous and wanted to do something with my hands. I called Lou and asked him to tell the others about it. I didn't want to tell Nicole's family because apparently they didn't like me I guess even though I had not heard anything very direct but I just knew it....

Lou and the others arrived a few minutes later. "What the hell happened?"Niall quirked. "She spoke to her mother and her nose started bleeding and she just fell back..." I trailed off looking down. I felt arms on my shoulders, it was El. The others smiled reassuringly. We sat in the waiting room for a few hours when the doctor came in. "Is she okay?'' I inquired jumping up to him. "I'm afraid that we won't be able to tell you about that because she has had acerebral hemorrhage, bleeding from the brain which might occur due to extreme tensions. We won't be able to tell until she wakes up." The doctor replied. I just wanted to go and kick hard on the doctor's head and ask him to do his job more accurately. "But you should probably try something else, she can't just die!" I hissed. The doctor raised a hand. "Sir. We have tried everything in our power. You may go and see her but its just it. If she wakes up, please don't burden her at anything." The doctor said and left the room.

The boys and El and Perrie went to see her first. I just couldn't bare to see her that way. I knew that if I went in with the boys, my tears will be exposed infront of all of them. Soon they all left, leaving me to her alone. My legs shook as I entered the room. Thats when I saw her, the most beautiful girl lying in a white wrapping and drips and needles hung. The copper eye balls covered by dark layered eye-lids. The stains from the blood that had sprung through her nose had been wiped clean. I went and sat beside her on a hospital chair.

I took her hand in mine, "I'm so sorry! please wake up! I shoud've known, I shouldn't have told about the tour today." I said not thinking who listened and who did not, even her. "Don't leave me! I'll be a better boyfriend to you." I continued speaking to her for what seemed like hours but she lay there un moving. Just the heart machine viewed that she was alive. I was now leaning in her hand. I kissed her forehead and in my words and her silence I revealed to her the story after our first meeting, hoping the truth would matter but it didn't, it never did or would. 

I imagined our funny expressions, laughed a few times and teared myself to sleep on her hand..

Nicole's POV

I had been awake for a few minutes and I had heard some of the last words Harry had cried to me. Surely truth never mattered or made things worse.

This one is a great one. I hope you'll like it. Feedback in your comments I would really like them. Sorry if you didn't like it. xxx

-Ainy