Same Mistakes (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 38 : Just What I Thought

Oh Hi guys... I am really sorry for the late. My exams were  

going on and I had a few parts of this chapter co-writed by @BFFsOfficial, don't worry, those parts are really good. A shout out for @BFFsOfficial, go fan/follow her guys, she is amazing.

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 Harry's POV

I put my seventh bottle of Bourbon down. It was the only way I was not having a fight in the street. My brain had not been answering my questions but the rush of alcohol was making my blood run faster. It was easier to spend time like that.

It was almost noon, I had been up all night, thinking why she would cheat on me?

I had left the theatre without telling anyone... I didn't go to mine and Louis's flat since he would be there and I needed sometime on my own. Yes, you might be thinking that where was I? I'd rather not tell anyone because you'll find my hideout so be in code, I was just in the hotel, not telling which one.

I tried so hard to be a good boyfriend, not hurt her, I believed she loved me but I never knew she would cheat. Maybe there was another explanation to it but why didn't she tell me? My fists clenched tighter.

I had thought of confronting her countless times that night but my steps faltered in doing so. I had shut off my phone for the same reason I had come to this place. But I knew I had to leave soon, some propel who actually cared for me might get worried, yes, they did not know about this either...

It was so messed up, no, I was so messed up. My thoughts were shutting me off reality. I guess women are like that, confused, weak and most of all liars. They can be very good actresses when they want to. And I had fallen for one, no matter what she did, even if cheated on me but I still could not get her out of my head.

I stood up from the couch, and started pacing around the room, tumbled on my own feet and fell face first. I was going to get her back, I was going to make her jealous so she comes running back to me again. I was going to ruin her life without me...

~Nicole's POV

I was so worried, it was almost noon and there was no peep from Harry, the boys said, he had not returned home and his phone was switched off. And Louis's car had disappeared along with Harry.

I paced around the room when my phone rung, it was Greyson again. God! I was starting to hate that guy, he was Jeremy's friend but we had a past which I didn't suit.

That day when Jeremy asked Harry to drop him at a friend's house, I came to know that friend was Greyson to whom Jeremy had revealed his encounters that day. And like a lost puppy, Greyson called me several times the same day, trying to sooth me off Jere's behaviour. At first it felt weird and nice for him to be doing it but then he called and called, and then met up with me after college. He said that Jere's behaviour needed some treatment. He proposed for rehab or a therapist.

I thought to consider it but after him annoying, I realised he just wanted to grasp some of my attention. But what he was saying was still something to think about because my family would certainly not agree on it.

I shimmied out of my thoughts answered the phone.

"Nicole?" The raspy voice spoke on the other side.

"Yes. How many times will I have to tell you to stop bothering me? I said that I will think about it, please. Stay away for sometime." I ranted without letting him speak again and ended the call.