Same Mistakes (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 4 : Isn't She Lovely?

Me and Harry hung out alot in the following weeks. I had finally managed to hurry the assignments to go out with him or also due the fact that the teachers were going easy on us for the preparations for the term exams. If I were at home right now, I would have been locked in my room, studying but I had gotten off that a long while ago. It was already really cold in London which had increased over time.

Harry took me to the Blackpool park, Big Ben, London eye, the London Aquarium( I got pretty freaked out by the sharks though). Along with all the fun I had, I also got to meet and know the other boys alot better. They were really cute guys all of whom got out from there dens when the public was supposed to be staying at home. But everytime they tried, they got mobbed by fans. Harry, Niall and Zayn were always kind enough to hide me when it happened for two reasons : 1. I didn't want anyone to know about me, I was good at being who I am and don't want to pretend at anything.  2. the boys would have to face the pepparazi gossip.

It was a Friday, Harry had planned to pick me up from college and we'd go to his and Lou's flat because they all wanted to go the club later that evening. I left off earlier because I had the next few periods free. I got into Harry's car, I begged him to let me pick some dress from my own appartment but he insisted that I bought a new one. We shopped, I couldn't find anything very eye-catching until I saw a cute purple dress, its top cut low with a single black lace belt on the waistline. I tried it on, it looked really nice but it was too expensive. Harry stood outside the store as he wanted to have a surprise. When he saw me empty-handed, he said: "Where's the dress? I thought you really liked it." He tried to smile. "I did. But its too expensive, lets just buy something else." I strolled forward.

I walked on until I realized that Harry wasn't with me. I tried to call him but it was switched off. I then saw Harry coming closer with some shopping bags, even though I had bought nothing yet. "I got you the dress... and some heels that matched. The women inside had a very good choice. Wear these tonight please." He handed me the bags. "I... Ha-" I was silenced by his hand infront of me. We walked to the car and drove to Harry's flat.

Harry went to shower while I got dressed and curled my hair but as I put some eye-liner on and began to put some powder on my face but it was all taken by Harry at the same time. Apparently he thought I didn't need it. When I was ready I got out of Harry's room, his eyes went wide. "Ah...uh- um...oh yeah! Lou had to pick up El and then he will meet us at the entrance." he informed

As we drove through the streets, "You look stunning if it isn't obvious." He said still watching the road. "I know and thanks!" I said confidently but in reality I was just freaking out. I'd never gone to a club or even legalized to drink before, I had just turned eighteen four days ago. I was just worrying about what it really felt like being drunk or my reactions after that.

We had to go through the back entrance of the club and straight to the VIP section where we found all the boys and Eleanor, except Zayn. "He doesn't drink." Niall informed as he noted what was on my mind. We all ordered something less alcoholic for starters. Ofcourse Lou and El went straight for the tukeelas. During the while everyone started to get heavier, I just didn't want to and Harry wasn't either by the excuse that he wasn't feeling so well today but looked completely healthy otherwise, I started to get uncomfortable as the boys and El had started to talk rubbish. "I'll tell you a secret... our Harry here has got huge crush over you and he just wouldn't stop talking about you everytime, that snout! Nicole's smile, laugh, tender heart... bla bla bla!" El hiccoughed. And then   got more drunk, I got up went to the restroom to get away and got a few moments to myself. Realization was spreading through my veins.

Since the day Harry and I had met I had gotten off most of my tensions, I enjoyed time with him, it always passed quickly and the past few days when I have to preparing I just couldn't refuse Harry. I got to find fun in cold place like London. Harry had always worried about me since we met. I remember his eyes when he had saved me and when he came raging into my appartment saying that he was really "worrried". He had gone so personal with me at times that I didn't now how I was confiding. He was the one who looked after me a few days ago when I had a serious cold. Liam had let me go that first day we met but Harry didn't, I'd heard the things El said before from Lou but I thought he was joking. But now... I know very well that drinking brings out the real you and thats one of the particular reason I didn't and could configure what El said was true. She wouldn't even remember this in a few hours. Why would Harry do that he did for me? When he was Harry Styles he could have found another Nicole. Why me? How me? Does he really love me or he did what he did just to bond more for friendship? I had sprung up with all these stupid questions. I saw myself in the mirror. It was just me with a growing spirit inside which wasn't there three moths ago.

I got out of the restroom and towards our table when I slipped on some liquid on the floor. I shut my eyes but a pair of stong arms got hold of me. I looked up, it was Harry again! I started to get up but then again I slipped on my heels and this time I fell on Harry, our lips touching but still he manged to catch me. I quickly pulled away and started to turn.

Someone caught my hand and I knew it was Harry's so I just stood there in the middle with my eyes shut now, "Nicole, I'm sorry, it shouldn't have happened like this. Kiss and El telling on me but I don't know how this happened but I think..." he trailed. I waited for him to continue, already knowing the answer and I didn't turn around. It was kind of a sudden surge in Harry that he flipped me around and kissed. I at first surprised my the sudden turn. I tried to not enjoy it at first when his hands came up to cup my face in his hands and I failed and gave up to him. It was a really passionate one as my hands moved up his back and into his soft curls. His hands started moving up and down my waist causing me to shudder. We broke away after a minute or so, catching our breaths.

"I really love you Nicole." Harry managed and smiled.

"I love you too Harry." It was hard to say but I did. Harry gave me a peck on the lips as we headed back to our table holding hands. 

I'm sorry if it wasn't good but one of the best I could imagine so enjoy and wait for the next chapter. Hopefully you will get to now more of what's to happen. Love.. xoxo                                   -Ainy