All A Joke (Eren X Reader) {Modern AU}

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Eren POV

The past few days I have had to drop my cousin off for tutoring Y/N hasn't been there. I assume she is avoiding me. 

It was Friday and I needed to take my cousin to the tutoring facility just for a little while to possibly get his homework done so he doesn't have to worry about it over the weekend. 

Little man has the nerve to question why I always look so stressed when I drop him off. 

I can't just straight up and say "Yeah one of your tutors, back in high school I messed around with her feelings and caused her drop out of high school and run away." 

When her dad had told me that a few years back, it pained me so much. To know that I was the one that ended up causing that. 

I just didn't expect it to go down that road. I didn't even know that's what was going through her mind at any point. 

It is just frustrating. I don't even know if I would ever have a chance to sit down and have a conversation with her. 

As much as I would want to, she doesn't look like she can fully withstand a conversation with me. Unless that was just an initial response. 

Maybe next time I see her she won't have that bad of a reaction. 

Regardless, it is my responsibility to drop off my cousin and pick him up from that place. 

I haven't even told my parents yet that I saw Y/N, the last time I spoke of her at all to them was when I had gone over to apologize the week before I left for boot camp. 

Since then, no one has mentioned her. 

Maybe if I told my mom maybe she would want to not put either of us in that situation and offer to take him to the tutoring place. 

But I'll take my chances, maybe this way I can talk with her and maybe end up feeling a sense of closure. But knowing her and how she has reacted this past time, it is going to take a really long time to get to that point.  

And that is if she's even up for it. 

What if she just wants me out of her hair completely. 

There are so many factors to consider. For once I'm not thinking about only myself, I am actually considering how Y/N would feel in this situation. 

What would seem to be the best option since she is the one that is most affected by this whole thing. 

Me and my cousin were on our way to the tutoring facility. He was telling me about his day, about how during lunch time a kid started to pound his milk down on the table and it got on a few students. 

Also that his math teacher announced she was pregnant. 

We got to the place and we got out of the car. I made sure he had everything that he needed before we started walking to the entrance. 

"You're shaking again." He said to me. 

Shit. 

"Hey relax, no I'm not." I said to him. 

"Sure." He said while smiling. 

We walked and I was stunned. 

That giggle. 

That giggle still made me feel a type of way. 

In a good way. 

I haven't heard that giggle in so long and I didn't even know I missed it this much. 

Just hearing it made me want to smile. 

"Welcome in, are you here as a walk... in..." She trailed off.