All A Joke (Eren X Reader) {Modern AU}

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Eren POV 

"What did you want Eren? I have plans with my  parents tonight. Unless you wanted to come over and talk to them again." Mikasa said with a smug look on her face. 

I rolled my eyes and huffed. 

"I wanted to talk about Y/N." I said to her. 

"Oh. What about her?" That smug face of hers stayed on. 

"I wanted to tell you how you fucked up her life and caused her to run away." I was getting agitated. 

"Eren she did that to herself. She really believe she could have a decent relationship with you and that nothing would go wrong. You should have known thats not how it was going to go. As for the running away part, it was good that she wasn't around anymore. She was starting to get into your head." She said. 

"You were the one that ruined everything. I was happy for once." 

"You were miserable Eren and you know it. You forced yourself to like her and the fact that she still stayed around you was what made you get too attached to her. We agreed on a plan and it was going to get executed no matter what. You just didn't follow through. It didnt have to end that way. If you had told her and broken up with her, maybe things would have turned out different. Maybe you wouldn't of had ran away too. Only Cowards run away Eren." 

So I'm a coward? 

So be it.

"At least I've acknowledged that I've done wrong Mikasa. I've changed since high school. It seems like you haven't. You're a terrible human being and I wish I never let you get into my head. I wish I never listened to you to start picking on Y/N. It all was your idea from the beginning. You only wanted the worst for her. She was the quiet kid and you just had to pick on her for the heck of it." 

"I'm not the only terrible person here Eren. You picked on her too. Even if I was the first one to do it. At least I'm thriving. I have things going for me. As for Y/N... She seems to not let things get to her as much anymore. Everyone probably wants the worst for her." She started laughing and it pissed me off. 

"You don't belong with garbage Eren, even if you ran away." She said 

It pissed me off. 

"You deserve much better than that Eren. You should have slept with a different skank." I couldn't take it anymore. 

She was pissing me off to much. I walked away from her and to my car. 

"Running away again... I see... So you really have developed coward tendencies. That's disappointing to hear Eren."

I got to the back seat passenger side window. 

I had the urge to just punch it. But I knew it would hurt like hell. 

I hate her. 

"Being around you makes me sick. I don't get why I hung around you. I'm glad I left you all that time ago." I said to her. 

I was feeling all sorts of emotions. 

Anger, frustration, sadness, regret, all of that stuff. 

"I'm upset I even told you to try and break her. Maybe then you wouldn't of had gotten all soft. And maybe you would be a better person to be around." 

I thought back to high school when she said that. 

I pretty much didn't have friends. 

They kept me around, but it felt like they were keeping me around out of pity.