All A Joke (Eren X Reader) {Modern AU}

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Eren POV

I had gotten back home from attending my morning classes. 

I couldn't help but think about Y/N. 

The kiss. 

Holding her. 

So does she like me? 

Or has she just not had contact with anyone in so long? 

I know that she hasn't dated anyone since Levi which means they probably did things. 

I shook my head to get those thoughts out of my head. 

Regardless, I was thinking about how she told me her feelings for me left a long time ago. But why did she kiss me then?

UGHHH!!! 

But then she did sound really excited about us kissing. 

So there is something there for me? 

Maybe? 

I'll take it lightly and want to talk to her about it. 

I also remembered last night that I had her number, I never got rid of it. And I'm really glad that I didn't and that she kept her number all these years. 

I texted her last night and that made me fall asleep really happy. Especially since I had been thinking about her number since I left her house. 

Maybe I should text her soon and see if she wants to go out to dinner tonight or maybe tomorrow night. 

I probably also have to tell my parents that Y/N is back in my life. But um... When do I tell them? 

How would Y/N's parents react about me being back in her life? 

I assume her dad would be much more accepting of it than her mom. But I remember that her mom doesn't live with them anymore. So we'll see what happens. 

I'm pretty sure her mom hates me much more than she did back then. I mean why wouldn't she honestly. She has every right to hate me much  more now than before. 

I'll text Y/N right now. 

Eren- Hey Y/N, I was wondering if you were possibly free later this evening to grab dinner together. If you are up to that. 

I sent it and read it over. 

God I sound so scared in it. Or something like that. 

I decided I was going to make something small to eat for lunch. 

I don't even know what I want to eat. 

I guess I'll just make a sandwich to have for now. I don't really feel all that hungry. But I really need to have something small. 

I finished making my sandwich and checked my phone to see if there was a response from Y/N. Not yet. 

She's probably just busy. 

It's ok. 

Maybe I can get a bit of homework done to get my mind away from thinking about it. 

After I finished my sandwich I pulled out my laptop and one of my notebooks to get started on my work. 

I put my headphones in and started working. I was working for about 20 minutes before I checked my phone again. 

No response. 

Ok, again maybe she's busy. 

I don't know why I am so anxious for her to respond. 

Maybe because I have the thought of her just wanting to be around me to fill an empty void she hasn't had filled in a while.