All A Joke (Eren X Reader) {Modern AU}

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Y/N POV

3:55. 

Eren is going to be here soon. I decided I am going to try and talk to him and see what happens. Levi promised he would be on standby just incase. He did express that he wasn't going to help me much with the talking unless things get really bad for me. 

I was just staring at the clock we had hung up. 

3:56. 

I was getting really nervous and felt my palms starting to get a little sweaty. I was still staring at the clock on the wall. 

3:57. 

I think I can do this. I've been working towards this. I am a big girl. I began to feel less nervous. 

3:58. 

I began to calm down a little bit. At least that's what I felt from myself. 

3:59. 

My alarm rang on my phone. All my nervousness came back. I didn't feel as confident anymore. 

4:00.

I began to shake and get uncomfortable. I wasn't shaking violently, but enough to where I knew I could feel it and that maybe Levi could see. 

4:01. 

The door opened up. I looked up a little scared. But it wasn't Eren and his cousin. It was another student. 

4:02. 

I calmed down a little. But was still nervous about the fact that Eren would be coming in the next few minutes. 

4:03. 

My heart was racing. My palms were sweaty. I felt weak in the knees and everything felt heavy, especially my arms. But it didn't feel like a panic attack was coming on at all. 

4:04

My heart was racing but my body had began to feel hot. I wasn't sweating though. I didn't feel it. 

4:05.

I looked at the clock again. Then at Levi who was working with a student. 

4:06. 

The door opened up. This time, it was Eren and his little cousin. I wasn't the only tutor who wasn't working with a student. 

That tutor looked towards Eren then at me and tried to stumble to greet them first, but I walked slowly to that tutor and waved them off. 

They gave me a soft smile and let me go ahead. 

I saw the receptionist greeting Eren. 

"H-Hello Eren, it... it is... um nice to uh see y-you. Is... is he here for uh, um... an... an appointment or a walk in?" I said stammering over damn near every word. 

I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous at all. I didn't make eye contact with him.

I was shitting bricks, but overall, I think my initial response could have been much worse. 

"Oh, Y/N... Hey, um, today he has a walk in, but his mom wants me to sign him up for an appointment with Levi for tomorrow if that is possible." He said to me. He was obviously shocked that I had spoken to him when I have been avoiding him for weeks.  

"Yeah, t-that can possibly work out. Um... Uh, I can , uh, check his schedule for you t-to see if he can be fit in anywhere. I um can get him, um, signed in, and then show you Levi's um schedule, to uh, see if your cousin, uh, can meet with him appointment wise." I said stumbling a little less but I was still obviously nervous.