All A Joke (Eren X Reader) {Modern AU}

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Y/N POV

"I should be heading out. I have to pick up my cousin soon." Eren had said. 

I guess we really had been talking for a while.

It the sun wasn't up anymore. 

It gets so dark earlier now.

And time flew by pretty quickly.

"Yeah, I'll walk you out." I said to him and headed for the front door. 

But then it hit me. 

Eren was crying pretty hard earlier. 

His face still had tear streaks. 

"Did you want to wash your face first? It really looks like you've been crying." I said. 

Oh. 

Did that sound rude?? 

I didn't intend for that to be rude. 

I'm sure I'm just over thinking. 

He just smiled and responded to me. 

"Yeah that would be good."

I led him to the bathroom.

After he cleaned himself up we walked to the front door. 

Something came over me. I didn't want him to leave yet. 

I still wanted him around. 

I know things have been hard, but I think I have just been telling myself I got over him to make myself believe that I did. 

Do I tell him that? 

Like now or later? 

Or never? 

He still said he had feelings for me right? 

That he never got over me. 

That thought was in my head. 

"I'll see you soon Y/N." Eren said as I reached for the handle. 

I just stopped. 

I wanted to be held. 

I've been deprived of contact for so long. 

More so I haven't let myself get that way with anyone. 

I haven't brought myself to be that way with anyone. 

Other than Levi, but that was for a short while. 

I looked at him for a short second. 

I then let go of the door knob and pulled Eren down by the neck. 

I could tell it shocked him. 

I kissed him. 

He didn't react. 

He didn't kiss me back. 

Damn it. 

Did I mess up? 

Should I have not done this??

Oh no.

I pulled away and got slightly embarrassed because of it. 

"Sorry." I said quietly trying to avoid eye contact. 

I was feeling a little upset about it. 

But I couldn't feel terrible about it. 

I kissed him without warning. 

It sort of came out of nowhere. 

But then, I felt him wrap his arms around my waist.