All A Joke (Eren X Reader) {Modern AU}

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Y/N POV

For the rest of that week, I have been going out with Eren during my break and I have been enjoying myself a lot. They're small talks but they're something and I see myself making a lot of progress. And Eren is really patient with me. 

We had gone out more after that.

It was now January. Which means schools are back in session. We had a few students over winter break, more younger kids than anything since they get sent home with some work during winter break. 

I only go to therapy on only Saturday's now. My therapist says she wants to have a whole recap of what happens on Saturday's and then see how we can work things out from there. 

Although, during this time I do end up getting pretty sluggish. I told her about it and she said she wants me to try going the week, and if I need to come in on Wednesday's that she'll be happy to have me. 

Occasionally, Eren would bring me things here and there when we don't have plans to go out on my break. They're always little things. A blueberry muffin, some chicken nuggets, a chicken sandwich, he brought me a Kiwi Strawberry Arizona once. How he remembered that was my favorite was beyond me. 

It was the second week of January and I wasn't doing so well. Levi noticed it all and was worried. We usually do something around this time to distract me. 

Levi has noticed that my work ethic has changed a bit and told me to take a few days off. So that's what I did. 

I've stayed home wallowing away in my room. Levi would come over sometimes before or after work to check on me. 

My motivation to do things has plummeted. I hate this time of year the most. 

This time always reminds me of high school. 

I haven't seen Eren in a few days and I really don't know how I would react when I see him. I mean I already came so far progress wise. I don't stutter around him and I can hold a conversation with him. 

It was a Tuesday. Late afternoon, early evening. Around 4:40. I was up in my room laying on my bed just staring at the ceiling. At times I hated my room. I think of the weekends and the long hours I would spend crying in here. 

I heard the doorbell go off. 

I got up and went towards the front door. 

I looked through the peephole first before opening it.

Eren. 

Damn it. 

I don't look presentable. 

I look like I just rolled out of bed. 

Which is true but still. 

What is he even doing here? 

Why did he come? 

I began to panic a little but that panic fueled me to open the door for some reason. 

"Y/N." He said softly. 

His gaze was soft too. 

"E-Eren, what... what are you doing here?" I asked him with panic evident in my voice. 

"Levi asked me to come and check on you. He said that he won't be able to come over after work." He said rubbing the back of his neck. 

That troll sent him!! 

I let out a sigh. 

"Did you want to come in?" I asked him timidly. 

He stood there shocked.