Reverse Dipcifica:The Good and The Dark

(19) beaten to a pulse

♡ Pacifica POV ♡
* damn it! What was I thinking about saying all that to Dipper now he's going to hate me or worse even think I'm a freak*

I looked down gazing at the water while trying to look at probably Dippers disgusted face.why did I say all that?! It was the truth and all that anxiety and anxious feeling came up again I just wanted those feelings to go away.I still stared at the water and Dipper softly gently grabbed my hands and the look on his face had never looked guilty before?

"Pazzie this is not your fault it's mine.I'd never should have put so much pressure on you just for me to make you like me because I.."

"Dipper.."

"I-I love you.."

Dipper pushes a strand of my hair back and softly touched my chin then..gently kiss me with his smooth lips.

*h-he kissed me.. h-he kissed me..*

"I love you my princess but I'd never should have made you feel this way knowing that you weren't going to feel the same either way"

I quickly grabbed and pinned him down on the boat.He was on top of me while he had on a shocked face and kept blushing intensely to which the point he couldn't say anything.Myself I started..crying but why was I sacrificing my happiness again just for his sake or was it something else.I hugged him so tightly because all I ever wanted was for someone to love and finally my true feelings.

*Please Pacifica say something your going to lose him not like last time*

I grabbed his collar and kissed him finally saying the three words to him.

"I-I love you too Dipper I want you all of you.."

We kinda started to continuously kissing him and I couldn't stop.he held me by my hair and I held him by his hair I never wanted this moment to stop please don't stop.but I heard a loud bang in the distance and I knew in the distance who it was..it was Gideon.

"GLEEFUL GET THE FUCK OFF MY COUSIN OR YOU ARE SO ASKING FOR YOU ASS TO GET BEATEN!"

We stopped and got off the boat just to go over to Gideon.what was with him? Gideon never really seemed to mind me and Dipper what was it that he was upset?

"You.."

"What the fuck do you want Pines! You have to ruin anything don't you?!"

"Your one to talk! Your just using Pacifica for you and your evil psycho bitch of a sister plans for taking over and getting your dirty hands on our journal well it won't work not on me!"

"I suggest you shut that mouth of yours Pines before you the pain that is coming to you and your pathetic family!"

"Boys please stop please stop fighting!"

"Pacifica,you need to stay away from him can't you see he's only manipulating you just to get the journal and proves he's just a sociopath of a  pathetic person"

"You asked for it!"

Dipper quickly used his amulet and lifted a bunch of bolder rocks and threw them at Gideon until..Gideon punched him..

"You don't deserve Pacifica,you only put her in danger!" Gideon kept punching and Dipper was nearly at his last breath so I stepped in and stop Gideon before he looked like he was away to kill Dipper to a pulse.

"Gideon stop!-" I tried to stop him but he accidentally hit and pushed me back into the boat."Paz,I'm sorry but you are at great danger if you are anywhere near gleeful and you'll end up getting hurt and I don't want that to happen to you" Gideon trying to explain his actions for nearly killing dipper but nothing he said changed my mind.

"Gideon I'm not in the mood to talk to you right now just leave me and dipper alone" me telling him off for unapologetic hurting dipper.
"Fine but be back soon Paz I don't want my dad getting worried".I don't really care about what bud thinks he's got his life I've got mine and besides he doesn't even care for Gideon like a proper father should and neither a good uncle either.Gideon left and I went over to dipper,he didn't look too good he was all bruised up and blood was nearly pouring out of him but I tried to hold his head and get him to wake up or at the least see if he was breathing.

I sat down on the grass patiently waiting for dipper to wake up.I'd hope he hadn't lose concision but it couldn't of been that bad well I'm preying that wasn't the case for tonight but it was all going so beautiful and..I had my first kiss,that was the one thing that was truly magical.then I heard a large inhaled breather from dipper thank goodness he'd finally woken up."dipper! are you okay please tell your okay"!
relieved he had woken up but still worried and tears was nearly coming out my eyes because I was so worried.

"Pazzie I'm fine how many times have I have told you I'm a survivor.."dipper just acting completely casual about nearly dieing.
"your still looking so beautiful tonight at least you didn't get hurt otherwise your perfect face could've been hurt" dipper what the heck forget about me and my hair you should be worried about you.
"Dipper forget about me,your all bruised up we need to get you home and healed I'm coming with you either way!" being really annoyed at dipper and hoping he'd let me come back to his mansion."okay okay I guess I can't stop you and besides you'll get to see the inside of my home".He could be more serious in a situation like this I mean dipper had just gotten beaten up and he is still caring to see if I'm okay?!

Dipper managed to get up and walk (he still was a little shaken after what happened.it went silent for a bit,I didn't want to look at him (I knew he was looking at me but I'd just feel so guilty about what happened).
"Pretty,are you okay?" Dipper giving me a new nickname woah how many is he going to give me now." yeah I'm fine and oh also dipper" away to say something I'd never thought I'd say."thank you for tonight it was great even if it got you hurt in the end it was enjoyable and another thing..thank you for the dress and for braiding my hair again".

*Damn it why did I say that?! I really could of thought something better to say it sounded like I only cared for myself and not him right now*

" it's okay pretty,I know it was just supposed to be us but apart from your idiot cousin nearly killing me,it was my most memorable and magical night of my life".I had never felt this way before for anyone in fact I have never been treated like this by anyone in my life,he may not be a bad person after all I don't care about what people think anymore all I care for right now is dipper.

Geez that was long,sorry for being inactive for the past month everyone I have been busy with school and I had forgotten about this but don't worry there is a lot more to come..