Begin Again in a New Pack

Chapter 25

Jacob's POV
*Trigger Warning*

I woke up the next morning with a note on my head.

I'm sorry I'm having a hard time talking to you. I needed sometime to think. I'll find you when I'm ready. I'm not mad.

Jeez she has tiny handwriting. So basically this is a waiting game now. I still feel bad I yelled at her. While I waited I figured I'd do something to occupy myself instead of just waiting outside this door. A few hours later while she found me and thought the appropriate time to start talking to me while I was in the shower. How did I know she was there? Well she opened the curtain and scared the crap out of me.

"Hi! I forgive you!"

"AH! This is not good timing!"

"So? I told you I'd find you when I was ready."

"Dude this couldn't wait?"

"Well it could but it was killing me."

"Could you like oh I don't know close the curtain and wait for my shower to be over?"

"Ugh fine."

She shut the curtain and walked away. I got out and got dressed.

"There now what did you want to say?"

"I'm sorry I didn't let you in."

"It's fine. I'm the one who should be apologizing. It was my fault."

"You're so lucky I love you J."

"I love you too."

"You need to control this damn temper. Save it for someone else. Get a punching bag or something. Just  do not yell at me. If you yell at our daughter or any of our kids I'll kill you."

"Noted."

"You're fucking scary when your mad. I'm serious. Your eyes were red!"

"They were?"

"No they were purple. Yes they were red."

"I'm sorry."

A few weeks later my parents had to go out of town meaning I was in charge. This is gonna be great. Not! Oh I did end up getting a punching bag. It's been helping but not enough. I started getting really frustrated. I'm not ready to be in charge yet. I'm supposed to take over when my dad is done. Not now.

"Calm the hell down! You're going to break your hand!"

"It's either this or yell at someone."

"Go for a run or something."

"I can't leave the house. With my luck something will happen."

"Okay so run around the house."

"Seriously G?"

I stopped punching but was still frustrated.

"Red eyes! Red eyes! I told you you're scary when you're mad! Calm down!"

I screamed.

"I'm not ready to do this shit!"

"Hey no yelling at the wife."

"Right sorry."

I went to the mirror and saw my eyes were red.

"If you punch that mirror- just don't do that."

We heard the kids crying over the baby monitor.

"Great you woke them up."

She walked out of the room and came back with Lilah and Cody.