Begin Again in a New Pack

Chapter 11

Still Gabrielle's POV

I decided to go home a few days later. All I want is to take a warm shower and sleep in my own bed. I thanked Dr.Hart and my nurse then got in the car. I think I fell asleep since I felt I was being carried in.

"Someone hold the door please I have no free hands. Thank you very much."

I felt my body touch the bed. Then I heard running water.

"Hey wake up the bath is already running and there's clothes already in there for you."

"Thank you. I won't be long."

"It's okay if it's long just relax for a bit."

I went to the bathroom,shut the door,then took my clothes off. Once my hair was washed and I did everything else I had to then I got out. I just stared at myself in the mirror. I lost every pound I gained back and there's this giant bite mark on my shoulder. My body is covered in scars from where I had stitches in the hospital. I did feel them being put in and taken out even though I was asleep. This made me breakdown I fell to the ground then I pulled my knees up to my chest. J ran in.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"I lost all the weight I gained and the bite mark on my shoulder looks horrible. I'm losing our mark! And-and this ugly one is showing up on my shoulder!"

"You're okay. We can redo it. Once we redo it that one will go away. Come here."

He sat down on the ground then he just held me.

He started to hum like he was trying to calm me down and it worked. It helped me pass out.

Oh god I don't have any clothes on.

I fell asleep in his arms once again. I guess he put my clothes on since I woke up in bed with some on. My pillow is soaked due to my hair.

"You okay?"

"Think so. I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry?"

"Because I broke."

He sat down next to me in bed. My head laid on his shoulder.

"It's okay. You don't need to be sorry. It's okay to break. Hell I broke like 100 times."

"Well yeah I know. I heard everything."

He kissed the side of my head and rubbed my back.

"You should eat something."

"I know. I'll be downstairs in a few."

"Wait jump on my back."

"But doesn't your leg hurt?"

"Yes. I have a brace on though."

I stood on the bed and wrapped my arms around his neck and my feet around his waist. His arms went under my legs.

"To the kitchen! But don't fall down the stairs!"

"Let's hope I don't."

He made it downstairs without falling. He placed me in a chair in the dining room and went to get me food. I saw Cody in a high chair being fed. He's at the age where he's trying to talk.

"Hey little man."

"What do you want?"

"Pasta?"

"Should've seen that coming."

He made enough food for the both of us. I'm trying to find ways to gain my weight back but, I'm not sure if there's certain foods I should be eating or if I should be eating more. I completely forgot what I did the first time. All I know is it's gonna take a while. We both went upstairs to take a nap. I thought we were okay. I figured we'd forget everything and not have nightmares. Oh how I was wrong. I felt him grip my arm.