PERENNIAL STORM

PROLOGUE

I'M SO WEAK. My mind keeps on telling me to fight back but my body can't. I tried to open my eyes once again but I only saw black, plain black. I heard different voices. Some of them are laughing while some are giggling like evils feeling proud of what they did.

Me being naked in front of them was a nice shot while my wrists were tied behind my back and my feet bound with fetters. I want to scream so loud and clear, enough to hear the people that I'm here but my mouth was covered with tape. And for the first time in my life, I surrendered.

"PUTANGINA ANG SARAP MONG BABAE KA. BINITIN MO AKO KANINA!"

"DI BA TALAGA PWEDENG TIKMAN YAN FREED?"

"KAHIT NA GALAWIN NATIN YAN DI NAMAN MALALAMAN NI BOSS. ALAM KONG NAGALAW NA NIYA YAN."

"PAGKATAPOS NATING BUGBOGIN AT HUBADAN TAPOS NA?"

"MATAGAL KO NG PINAGNASAHAN ANG KATAWAN NITO PERO NAGTITIMPI LANG AKONG GALAWIN DAHIL BAKA MAGALIT SI BOSS."

"TUMAHIMIK KAYONG LAHAT, PARATING NA DAW SI BOSS AT BAKA KAYO ANG MAPATAY KUNG GAGALAWIN NIYO SIYA."

"ASTIG TALAGA NI BOSS HA, KATAWAN NG BABAENG PINAKAMAMAHAL NIYA PINA BALANDRA SAATIN."

"GANYAN DAPAT, HINDI IPINAGDADAMOT AT SINASARILI ANG BABAE DAPAT RING BINABAHAGI SA IBA."

After that, I heard their laughs again.

My head was too dizzy to react what they said. My heart feels numb but why is it that my eyes shed with tears again? I know this will happen but why is it that I still keep on believing that he cannot do it because he said he loves me more than anything else. Was his love fade immediately after what happened or maybe because his love was not as strong as mine. Did I deserve all these sufferings? I was being played and betrayed from the very start yet I still end up here, sexually harassed and tortured. I closed my eyes and prayed that hopefully, this will be my last.

Nagising ako dahil sa lakas ng ingay galing sa labas. I was about to open my eyes when I realized that I was still blindfolded. Hindi talaga ako malakas sa panginoon at binuhay niya pa ako. Ramdam ko na ang sakit ng aking palapulsohan dahil sa posas na gawa sa metal. Ang hapdi narin ng aking siko dahil sa malaking hiwa dulot ng kutsilyo.

I heard the door opened and all the voices went mute. Pabango niya pa lang ay alam ko na agad kung sino ang pumasok. Pero hindi, ayaw ko pa rin maniwala hangga't hindi nakikita ng dalawa kung mata.

" Dressed her."

His voice is cold as ice just like before the first time we met. Pero gusto ko parin siyang makita upang mapatunayan dahil alam kung hindi niya magagawa sa akin to, ang pananakit posible pa siguro pero ang paghuhubad sa harapan ng mga tauhan niya di ako naniniwala. Pero kasabay ng pangungumbinsi ko sarili ay ang pagtanggal ng piring sa aking mga mata at agad nakita ang lalaking matuwid na tumayo ilang distansya lamang mula sa akin. And again, another batch of tears pooled my eyes like waterfalls.

The man I love for almost five years standing proudly infront of me with no emotions in his face. Parang gumuho ang matagal ng wasak kung puso. Nakaya niya? Nakaya niya parin akong tignan na ganito habang ang tauhan niya ay minanyakan ang buong katawan ko? Nakaya niyang humarap sa akin na para bang wala lang ako sakanya. Hindi man lang ba siya nasasaktang makita ako sa ganitong sitwasyon. Natawa ako ng bahagya. My fiancée and soon to be my husband supposedly, trying to kill me slowly. I was about to open my mouth when I heard one of his men's loud squeal.

"MAY DUGO SA KANYANG BINTI."

I don't know what happen next because for the first time God really answered my prayer.

Let's die together little angel and please be with me as I escape this Perennial Storm.