Don't freak out, it's me! (lesbian)

Chapter 31

Hello to all, sorry natagalan update. On recovery pa lang po ako also iftere's typos or anything. Please understand nlng po. Salamat.

Nangininginig ang katawan ko dahil sa matinding trauma because of what Cole did to me. I always knew he is a crazy guy but never sumagi sa isip ko na mgagawa nya akong pagamantalahan but God forbid and he sent my father to save me from a dreadful moment of my life.

What kind of stupid he is to think that taking advantage of me or get me pregnant will make me stay with him though.

We are not in panahon ng kopong kopong na mahawakan lang ng kamay ng lalaki ay ipapakasal na.

In our generation, we have choices.

"Ate!!" Sigaw ni Eris mula sa labas ng bathroom sabay katok.

Pero nanatili lang akong nakaupo sa loob ng bathtub habang nffakabukas ang shower. Agad kami umalis ng bahay ko kanina sa pangamba na bumalik si Cole. I go straight in the bathroom to clean myself.

"Kanina ka pa dyan." Patuloy si Eris sa pagsigaw. "Open the door please Ate!" I think I'm almost an hour dito sa bathroom they start to worry about me.

."Nike, are you okay?" Si Papa.

"Yes Pa." Even my voice is shaky.

"Let's talk muna." Wala akong lakas gumalaw besides i want to stay in the shower pa. "Please.."

I want to immaculately remove every kisses and touches of Cole off my body.

I don't even want to remember him..

Nor think of his name.

"I will open the door whether you like it or not." Pagbabanta ni Eris bago sya umalis. She probably get the keys.

Napapikit ako na may luha ang mata..
I hope the water will drown me so i can forget what had happened....

"Hey.... " The voice I'm really craving to hear for and i was not disappointed when see her tho. Mars is here. Nakupo sa gilid ng bathtub. "Tara na Nike, nilalamig ka na."

"Mars.." I burst in heavy tears by just her presence.

I feel so defeated but here comes the woman who make sure everything will be alright.

"I'm here now." Niyakap nya ako ng mahipit. She doesn't really care if mabasa sya ng tubig.. "No one's gonna hurt you agpain."

All my fears and worries fades away..

She helps me take a shower, wash my hair with a lot of care. It feels great to have someone na willing to the risk, always there and really patience because love was never easy but it has no limit and so unconditional.

And with Mars by my side, I think i will get better in no time.

"Do you want anything else?" Tanong ni Mars habang marahang sinusuklay ang buhok ko. That makes me sleepy. '"Tea or milk?"

Umiling ako. ,"Ikaw lang." At niyakap ko ang bewang ni Mars. "You are all i need." This is kind of comfort i need.

I felt her kiss on to of my head before i fall asleep.

Nkatulog naman akon ng maayos because Mars warmth embrace secure me in my dreams. No Cole. No bad memories or scary nightmares.

But when i wakè up in the morning. Mars is gone.

Kaya nspabalikwas na ako ng upo. "Mars?"

Ngunit walang sumasagot..

Tuluyan na akong bumangon sa kama para sana hanspin si Mars. Hndi man lang nya ako ginising bsgo sya umalis. I really want to thank her badly pa naman for being there for me last night.