Today was a very hard day for me
We all have days like this, I think you might agree
It took everything for me just to get out of bed
Just thinking about the day ahead
Filled me with absolute dread!
As I went about my day it just got worse
I wished the entire day to be wiped from the universe
I felt like the whole world was against me
I wanted to run away, but my feet were rooted like a tree
In my head, I was screaming and going crazy
But on the outside, I was still the same old me
I was sick and tired of it all
If I drank I would have drowned myself in alcohol
And just sit back and watch my own downfall
Instead, I put on a brave face and carry on with my day
When what I really wanted
Was for you to come and take me away
Everything in me was telling me to give up
To let go and just welcome the darkness
The amount of time I almost give in is countless
I search for you, but you weren't there to save me
I need to hear your voice so that I can break free
From the voices in my head that were trying to destroy me
When I really needed you, you weren't there
I started to think you didn't care
My day was fast going downhill
The demons in my head just wouldn't keep still
Today I needed you, I really did
I was relying on you to save me
But I realise something that can truly free me
The only person that can save me is me.
YOU ARE READING
Book of words.
PoesieWriting down what I feel at the moment I feel it has always work for me. I will no longer have that weight or burden to carry around anymore, It frees me. I just want to share them with you guys. I hope you like them, so enjoy reading them just as...
