I’m at the door
My bags are in my hands
My head is telling me to leave
But my heart is telling me to stay
I’m so confused I don’t know what to do anymore
All the lies that you have told me
I forgive you when you say you never meant to hurt me
I pretended I didn’t know that you were cheating on me
I convinced myself that it didn’t mean anything
That at the end of the day you’re home in bed with me
All those night you told me you were working late
You thought I didn’t know that you took her out on a date
My family and friends all say that I should leave you
But every time I try to go my heart convinces me that I need you
I’m so, confused. Should I stay or should I leave you
I’ve cried so many nights
For the pain that you have caused in my heart
My brain would tell me to leave and get a fresh start
My heart would tell me that I need you in my life
That those other girls don’t mean a thing
Because I’m the one you made your wife
Should I stay or should I leave?
My heart and my head are making me so confused
I’m so scared of being alone
Choosing to stay with you and be used
Convincing myself that I’m not being abused
Should I stay or should I leave?
What do I really have to lose?
YOU ARE READING
Book of words.
PuisiWriting down what I feel at the moment I feel it has always work for me. I will no longer have that weight or burden to carry around anymore, It frees me. I just want to share them with you guys. I hope you like them, so enjoy reading them just as...
