A/N: This is a filler chapter, so it's pretty short, but if you don't read it, you'll be confused next chapter. Sorry about how short it is! Please forgive me💕
You stop by Loki's room first and steal one of his sweaters, then your room for a pair of leggings. On your door, you see a note.
Sorry
-DickheadYou make a mental note to text Harley later and go to the living room where everyone else is.
"Hey, FRIDAY told us you were up, but we decided you would come to us when you were ready" Steve scoots over so you and Loki can sit down.
"Is that Loki's shirt?" Tony asks and you nod. "That's going to take some getting used to, but listen, kid. We're sorry. After you got hurt, we saw that he actually cares for you. He also knows that if he hurts you, he'll be dead in a matter of seconds"
You laugh softly and take Loki's hand in yours. Thor pulls out a flask and Loki sighs.
"Is that really a good idea, brother?"
"What, are you a lightweight, Lokes?" You tease.
"No, I'm just not fond of the idea of you drunk on Asgardian Mead"
You laugh at him and take the flask from Thor. You take a large swig and cringe. It is STRONG. The mead gets passed around a few times until Loki takes it from you.
Drinks are poured and a game of never have I ever starts. You're sitting in Loki's lap and Tony goes first.
"Never have I ever been skinny dipping," he says staring directly at you.
"That's not fair!" You whine and take a drink.
Steve goes next, "Never have I ever slept nude"
Both you and Loki take a sip.
Wanda: "Never have I ever stared at a guy's butt in jeans"
You, Steve, and Bucky drink.
Nat: "Never have I ever had sex with someone in this room"
"I feel like this is targeted!" You complain as you drink. Loki, Steve, and Bucky drink as well.
Finally it's your turn and you look Thor directly in the eyes as you say it. "Never have I ever dated someone who hit me with their car"
After that, Nat, Wanda, Vision, Bruce, and Steve head to bed leaving, you, Loki, Thor, Clint, Sam, Bucky, and Tony. You all continue playing, getting a little more personal since there are fewer people.
You, being absolutely wasted, have no filter and Loki has to shut you up every so often. It's Sam's turn and you're playing with Loki's hair while he talks.
"Never have I ever thought about having kids"
You freeze in your spot and bite your lip.
"Love?" Loki looks at you concerned.
"I'm going to bed" you manage to get out before breaking.
You practically run to the elevator to go to your room with everyone yelling after you. Once you reach your room, you lock the door and collapse onto your bed. Salty tears run down your face and agonizing sobs fill the room.
"You are exhibiting signs of PTSD and depression, would you like me to call someone?" FRIDAY's voice interrupts your sobs.
"No... actually... can you call Peter?"
The line rings for a moment until a groggy Peter answers.
"(Y/n), it's 2 in the morning"
"Pete" you sob. "Can you come get me?"
"Oh my god, I'm on my way right now"
He hangs up and within minutes, there's a knock on your window. Upon seeing you, Peter opens the window himself and rushes over to you. He picks you up gingerly and takes you to his apartment.
He puts you in his bed and goes to wake Aunt May. Upon hearing the situation, she comes into Peter's room to find you asleep with your face stained with tears. May takes residence in a chair while Peter takes the top bunk. Neither of them leaves the room for the rest of the night.
WARNING: Kinda Gory
The cold blade runs across your stomach drawing blood. Excruciating pain is the only thing you can feel. No anesthetic, not even alcohol. Just dirty hands and a knife.
Once the large cut has been made, the man leaves. You're alone in the damp room. Just you, tears, and your own blood.
The handle on the door turns and in comes the man you love.
"Loki, help me!" You cry out.
He laughs and walks to stand over you.
"Look at you. Completely useless. What could a man want with you now? So weak."
You wake up screaming and crying. May and Peter rush to your side. Peter rubs your back while May goes to get you a glass of water.
"The baby ... Loki" you get out between sobs.
"Did she just say the baby?" May asks standing the in doorway.
Peter looks at you with a sad expression and turns back to May.
"I've got this, May. Just give us a minute"
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