"Does Loki know?"
Peter is sitting in front of you on his bed with his hands in yours.
"You're the only one" you sob out.
"Hey, look at me. I've seen how he looks at you. He's not going to leave you over this"
"But I've seen how he looks at kids, Peter! He's going to hate me"
Peter sighs and squeezes your hands. "I've got to go to school, but you need to take the day off. You're not coming in like this. Now, you don't have to tell him. That's your decision, okay?" He kisses the top of your head and leaves.
You stay in Peter's room just taking everything in. If you don't tell him, he'll be suspicious. No one just runs out for no reason.
As your mind races, the room comes back. The damp air. The musty smell. The creaking wood gets tossed back and forth on the water. And then the sharp pain. Thick, warm blood spilling out, then a voice.
A voice that's not supposed to be there. A voice that brings you back.
My love, I can feel when you're in distress. Please come back to me
You clean yourself up and head back home. Not at all prepared for the conversation you're about to have, but you know it needs to be done.
When you walk in the doors, fear washes over you. What if he leaves? What if he gets mad?
Before your thoughts can get too far, Loki is in front of you. He looks at you with concern and wraps you in his arms. You cry into his shirt and he picks you up. Once in his room, he sits you in his lap combing through your hair.
"Loki, we need to talk"
"No, we aren't having whatever this conversation is until you are ready, not because you feel like you have to. I will wait"
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Three weeks pass and Loki hasn't pressured you to tell him anything. The only thing that's weird is that you've seen two ravens outside your window quite often. You vent your troubles to them like some Disney princess and feed them pieces of bread. After talking with Peter a few times, you decide you're ready. It's time to tell him.
It's early in the morning and you both have just woken up. You trace patterns on Loki's bare chest, gathering the courage to say something.
"Loki, I'm ready"
He carefully sits up and takes your hands in his. He gives you all the time you need to start.
"Please don't get mad"
"I could never be mad at you, little siren"
"You remember when I told you how I got the scar across my stomach?" He nods. "Well, it didn't just leave a scar. They made sure that what happened could never happen again"
Loki squeezes your hands as a tear falls down your face. You open yourself up to him letting him see the memories and understand the pain you suffered. Flashes of horror, anger, and concern cross his face as you take a deep breath and continue.
"Loki, I can't have children. They ruined that. I can't give you anything."
Loki hushes you and pulls you close to his chest.
"My love, you are all I need"
You spend the rest of the morning in Loki's arms with him whispering sweet nothings into your ear.
"Does anyone else know?"
"Just Peter. He knew before you even got here. You can't tell the others. I don't want their pity"
He nods and presses a soft kiss to your forehead. You look past Loki and see the two ravens on your window sill again. You jump up and grab some crackers for them. Loki looks to where you're walking and looks angry when he sees the birds.
"Loki, hon, they're just birds. They're actually really sweet"
You pull him over to the window with you and place the crackers down.
"Those aren't just birds, darling. Their names are Huginn and Muninn. They work for Odin"
The blood drains from your face and you look up at Loki. These ravens know everything. They've been like therapists for the past three weeks and now Odin knows everything.
Loki closes the window and holds out his hand for you to take. The two of you go to the living room and you sit on the couch with your head on his shoulder.
"Brother, I believe we'll be visiting Asgard soon. Those pests Huginn and Muninn have been bothering (y/n)" Loki informs Thor.
"Then we can introduce Lady (y/n) to Sif and the warriors three! They'll love her!" Thor says with a huge smile.
Oh yay, a bunch of loud sweaty men
Loki laughs out loud and Thor looks at him funny.
Lady Sif is one of Asgard's finest warriors, love. I'm sure you'll get along. Now for the Warriors three, you're spot on
Now you laugh and Thor looks at you.
"What was that? Neither of you said anything!" He complains.
Oh, this is fun. Let's see how long it takes for him to figure it out.
I seem to be rubbing off on you, my love. You're quite mischievous
The two of you laugh again and Thor stomps off annoyed and Tony walks in.
"What's got Pointbreak all upset?"
"Loki and I are communicating telepathically to mess with him"
Before he can respond, Huginn pecks at the window and you look to see Muninn with a letter in his mouth. Loki opens the window and takes the envelope from the bird.
"This is Mother's seal, not Odin's," he thinks out loud. He walks over to you and opens the letter by your side.
My dear son,
Your father and I request your presence to announce your courtship of Lady (y/n). Of course, you will bring both her and your brother along. We will hold a ball in honor of Lady (y/n) and introduce her to the people. I am overjoyed to see you all once again.
Love,
Mother"Looks like we're going to Asgard" you announce.
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A/N: Yes, I know that Frigga should be dead by now, but I just don't have the heart to do that. Of course, this will change some things, but I just can't kill her. We all love Mama Frigga too much. Also, there has been some confusion about what was done to (y/n) on the pirate ship, so I thought I'd clarify. It was not a hysterectomy. That procedure hadn't even been attempted until the mid-1800s. They simply butchered the tissue to the extent that carrying a fully grown baby would be impossible.
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