Untying the Rope (Mujer Fuerte Series #1)

Chapter 11 : CAUGHT

TRIGGER WARNING : RAPE, STRONG AND EXPLICIT LANGUAGE (AYAW KO NA RIN) 😭😭😭

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He raped me.

My own father raped me.

He used my body not once, twice, thrice... I actually lost count.

I lost myself, too.

Dumating sa punto na ayaw ko na. Ayaw ko nang lumaban. Pagod na akong lumaban dahil alam kong sa laban na ito, talo ako.

My mom hasn't come back yet. I don't know if she'll come back for me again.

One month of living in hell, and my soul, body, and mind, is used to how excruciating the feeling was.

He locked my windows, doors, everything. He locked me inside my room. I have no chance to escape.

The demon rule the hell too wisely. I can't even make a move on how to defend myself.

He is too strong for me. He is too evil.

My body is now skin and bones. He didn't feed me enough. He said I should remain weak, helpless, and worthless.

I am his living sex toy.

He uses me everytime he gets slaved by his libido. He uses me everytime he wants to satisfy his worldly needs. He used me. And still is using me.

He is now moving in and out as his eyes were closed. His expression tells me how satisfying this is for him.

My mouth is sealed with the masking tape. My hands are handcuffed. I am fully naked. It has always been like this.

He tried kissing me before, but then I got really sick so I vomited, while he is kissing me. Since then, he would always seal my lips.

Fucking asshole.

Sa suka ko ay nandiri siya pero sa ginagawa niyang kababuyan sa akin ay hindi?

Putangina niya.

Isang buwan nang paulit-ulit na ganito ang nangyayari. Hindi ko alam kung kailan ba ito matatapos, o kung may katapusan pa ba ito.

Mommy... Bumalik ka na po. Save me.

I prayed that my mother would come back for me and save me from this hell.

My tears are non-stop. There was never a time that I would stop crying.

I can't even look at my own reflection anymore. Just imagining the horrible things he did to me... I can't even bear to look at myself, because I feel so dirty.

Sobrang dumi ko na. At hinding hindi na ako malilinis pa.

"Tumuwad ka, Nina," utos ng demonyo.

I didn't respond. I remained lying down on the dirtiest bed on Earth, where his juices can be found.

"Sabing tumuwad kang puta ka!" Marahas niyang hinablot ang braso ko at pilit akong pinatayo.

Muntik na akong matumba dahil sa sobrang panghihina ng katawan at nanlalabong paningin.

My eight year old self never thought that at sixteen... I would suffer like this.

I am sorry, Nina. If I have failed you. I'm sorry if I am weak, and I can't fight for you.

He made me bend as he pull my hair. My whole body and head is aching. I didn't know what to feel anymore.

I can already feel his head behind me. I braced myself for another entrance because I know... it will be painful.

He was about to enter but as if on cue, my door opened and revealed the person who I love and trust in this world.

My beloved mother.