Yours Truly, Amari [Completed]

Chapter Four

CHAPTER FOUR

I AM currently eating kit-kat chocolate flavor and still waiting for Amari and an hour already passed by.

Nagpapa-music lang naman ako at nagbabasa sa phone para hindi mainip— kaya keri naman. Although, somehow, I am quite getting worried for Amari— pero mukha pa rin akong kalmado at walang pakialam yet sa loob-loob ko iniisip ko na kung ano na nangyayari sa usapan nila.

There's a part of me that wishes that they could get back together. They are mates, afterall. They are destined to be together and I know Amari is happy with him and they fix each other's broken heart.

However, there is also part of me na, they are better off from each other kasi they are too broken na— five years din nilang ininda 'yung sakit— so, parang I think they have to fix themselves up without each other.

Oh, ikaw? Ano na? Get back or not? Charot. We'll find out later, stay tune. Hehe.

Half an hour passed by when I saw Amari from afar kaya napaayos ako ng upo and I begin to be agitated— pinakalma ko ang sarili ko— kasi gusto ko talaga kalmado ako.

When I get to see his face clearly, I felt like my heartache when I saw his eyes are puffy and red and there are trails of tears on his face and he is still wiping them off.

I waited. I waited for him until he get in the car and as he seated there silently wiping his tears— I close the hood of his car.

We were silent and I don't know how to approach him. I turned off the stereo at huminga ng malalim and looked at him.

He looked at me with his face full of tears. There are lots of emotion in his eyes that I cannot tell— so, instead of asking him away—

I opened my arms for him. A tear fall down his face before he delved in my arms and pulled me closer to him while I wrapped my arms on his back and caress it.

He has his head at the crook of my bare neck— he sobbed there silently as I felt his tears trailing from my neck downwards. He was holding onto me so tight like I am his only source of life— huwaw feeling ko sa part na 'yon.

I am just running my palms up and down on his back to sooth him and I would even tap his back. His sobbing stopped and his hiccups are heard kaya tinulak ko siya ng marahan to get his tumblr, "Hmm. Inom ka muna." I said. He let go my waist before moving away from me to get his tumblr at makainom siya ng maayos.

As I looked at him— gosh, he looks like a mess. Walang buhay n'yang binuksan ang tumblr niya at kaunti lang ang ininom. Napangiwi ako nang ibalik niya sa akin ang tumblr niya na agad ko namang kinuha.

"You want to talk or uwi na tayo?" I asked slowly at him.

He sighed before he suddenly started the engine. Okay, edi uwi na kami.

"Ako na mag-drive, marunong naman ako." I said. I didn't wait for him to answer dahil agad akong lumabas at umikot sa kabilang banda bago buksan ang pintuan ng driver seat and motioned him to switch on the passenger seat.

Tinignan niya muna ng walang buhay n'yang mata bago siya expert na lumipat sa kabila kahit ang laki n'yang tao. Aba aba. I shrugged before seating on the driver seat and be the one to maneuver it. Marunong ako, no worries.

Tahimik lang sa kotse and I think he was thinking about whatever happened between them a while ago and I just let him have his own space— because I know he needs to and if he wanted to talk— it will be his choice.