Want You (Armin X Reader)

*Twenty Four*

~TW(sexual assault harassment)~

He was gone. He was gone and it was all my fault.

"Connie please tell me I didn't actually say that."

"Um..I-"

"I cant believe I..."

"Y/n it's ok! You can fix it he just needs to-"

"How? How am I going to fix this?"

"Well you could-"

"I can't ! There is no fucking fixing this! I'm a horrible person."

He didn't say anything. He just sat further back into his seat.

"Connie I'm sorry for yelling at you, your just trying to help."

"It's alright. I'll drive."

"Thanks."

The car ride back was long and quiet. Connie knew I was upset so he refrained from speaking. He walked me back to my room and tried to provide some extra comfort.

"Are you sure you're ok?"

"Yea, I'm fine. I just need to think."

"Ok, if you need anything call me." he said waving goodbye.

"I will, thanks Connie."

I opened the door and walked in to find Eren and Mikasa sitting on the couch.

"Um y/n, what-" Eren started.

"I'm literally the worse girlfriend ever." I said flopping on the bed.

"What happened?"

"We got into an argument because he was talking to my parents and we agreed to stay away from them after the whole thing at my house. So then he told me that I was acting like I didn't love my parents because I'm still not talking to them."

"That's it?"

"N-no, I told him... 'What would you know about loving parents.' I'm so fucking stupid."

"Your not stupid. You just lashed out."

"There was literally no reason for me to say that. I don't know why I did."

"Just talk to him." Mikasa said standing up from the couch.

"He hates me now. He should. I hate me too."

"I'll talk to him for you." Eren said standing up.

"No! I don't want you guys in this. This is my fault, I have to clean it up." I said as I ran my fingers over Armin's chain.

"He took it off?"

"Yea...he did."

"It'll get better, you guys just need some time apart."

"Yea, you're right."

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I listened to Eren's advice and gave Armin some time. A lot of time. I haven't spoken to him in about two in a half weeks. We missed our anniversary and my mind wasn't in the best shape after that. My grades started dropping and the nightmares increased. This downfall was my own fault. How was I supposed to fix everything I broke if he wouldn't even glance in my direction.

"Y/n did you eat today?" Mikasa asked looking up from her dinner.

"No."

"Why not?"

"Not hungry."

"Come eat."

"I said I'm not hungry."