Day 3. He's still annoying. And he's still acting weird. He spent all morning in the garden, planting daisies and picking the mature ones out to decorate his room, replacing the withered ones. It's day 3 and all the nurses already love him. They take special care of him, falling for his charms when he's in a good mood. When he's all unsettled, they talk within each other about his diagnose they know of. They put in extra effort to make him feel better. He sometimes fakes a smile to them and takes his medication, and sometimes he can't even do that. Like today, since he woke up, he's been upset. Last night when I pretended to sleep, I observed him and he started to tremble. His eyes shut in a tight line and his fists clenching tight to the point of his knuckles turning white. In another moment he jolted himself to wake up from a night terror and immediately sat up, catching a breath. I remember closing my eyes, feeling my heartbeat speed up. The curiosity inside of me was and still is burning to know his diagnose and what happened to him.
I sat on my bed, putting on my shoes as he sat on his bed, reading the letter and finally showing his smile. Is that stupid letter all that can help him smile his problems off?
"Breakfast is in 5 minutes, rat. Don't bitch to me when you miss it again." I said in a harsh tone, looking up and down his pajamas and messy hair from sleeping. As soon as he turned his attention to me, his smile disappeared. "I didn't complain about it to you." He tried to make an excuse and continued ."I was just a bit irritated over being hungry. Sorry for-" He spoke but I cut him off. "I didn't ask for an apology. I don't need that from you." I said in an obscure tone, sending a death glare his way.
"And what do you need from me?" He asked with a subtle smirk. I noticed his undertone question and answered. "Never in a million years." I said, trying not to think about it, knowing it would only make me blush for a reason I couldn't quite figure yet. I got up and threw his stupid white clothes at him that incredibly contrasted with my ripped and vividly colourful clothes. "Can I ask you a question?" He asked, pulling the clothes closer to him. "At breakfast." I said and walked to the door. "That means we're gonna sit together at breakfast?" He asked in a very cheerful voice. "Only because I have a question for you too." I quickly came up with a response, looking at him with a numb expression whilst opening the door. He smiled and I looked away, walking down the hallway to the lunch room. Was he flirting with me or was that just a way for him to make a friend? Why with me? Why would he want to speak to me if he hates rude people? I have an incredibly weird feeling he's hiding something big or that he's showing a persona that doesn't belong to his presence.
I walked to get some breakfast. I always eat the same. I asked for cereal and put it inside of the bowl. I poured in milk and sat down at the table next to the window for 4 people that was empty. Cereal is the only thing here that is appetizing for breakfast, everything else sucks. Somehow their poorest food choices come for the most important meal of the day, making it ironic. I'm the only person on this ward that asks for cereal, everyone else just sticks with what is offered. Even if it's gross, they're going to chew it out and pretend everything is fine, making their stay here even more uncomfortable.
I took a first bite of the cereal and noticed Taehyung walk in, his hair looking slightly better. He walked to the lady at the food counter and observed the food in a really unimpressed and unpleasant way. "Do you have any cereal or something like that?" He asked in a hopeful tone. I stopped chewing and stared. The similarity of his choice for some reason puzzled me. Why would he too, like me, ask for that? He really seemed like a person that would accept shitty things without saying anything. Apparently he's not that weak as I thought.
He took a bowl for himself and wiped the bowl and his hands, making me slightly puzzled because the bowl looked quite clean. He took a spoon, did the same, and poured milk in. He picked the bowl up and noticed me. He smiled and walked over me as I rolled my eyes. Even that smile annoyed me. It was a weird type of annoyance but maybe it was annoying me because I couldn't explain that weird unusual annoyance.
"Oh, you got cereal too-" He spoke as he sat down. "Why did you ask for cereal?" I asked in a confused tone. "WHY ARE YOU COPYING ME? " ok i agree i sounded like a kid "Is that a question you wanted to ask?" He said, trying to make me smile. It was so silly but I managed to not break a smile and instead sent him a judging glare. "I don't really understand your question. I think it's perfectly normal to ask for that if the food seems gross. Don't think that a whole world revolves around you." He said in a monotone and took a bite. I stared at him with anger in my eyes, waiting for him to look at me. He looked down for a little while and shot his eyes back up to look at me, noticing my death stare. "You annoy me." I said and got up to walk away but he quickly spoke. "Don't go. Please." He said as I stared at his big shiny eyes, that pled for me too. "Don't you wanna know the question?" He asked, making me stay. I sat back down. "Apologize to me you rat." I said and crossed my arms. "I thought you didn't need apologies. From me." He provocatively chuckled and took a bite. "I swear if you keep fucking doing that-" I said and leaned over the table to get up in his face, but he moved away. "Okay, okay, I'm sorry." He sincerely said as I sat back down.
After a few moments of silence I took a bite and spoke. "What do you want to ask me?" I asked and focused on eating. Small amount of excitement was back on his playful face as he began talking. "Have you ever been in love?" He stopped eating and I heavily felt his eyes staring me down. My hand flinched in shock over a question. I raised my head and for the first time softly spoke. "Why are you asking me that?" I asked and continued. "If you wanna talk about love and your stupid girlfriend-" I talked in my usual annoyed tone but he cut me off this time. "No, no, no. I wanna talk about you. Is not falling in love, that made you this way?" He asked as we took a bite at the same time, not intentionally. "Don't talk to me in that way." I whispered in a cold tone. "What way?" He asked, his tongue picking out the stuck cereal from his moral tooth.
"Like you want to analyze me and try to make me vulnerable." I said and took a bite, furrowing my eyebrows. "You do that to me all the time. I'm not doing that. I just want to know you." He said with a curious tone. Without arguing his point, I answered, not wanting to bother with his annoying approach to get to me. "If a boy in a 1st grade counts then yeah. What's your point?" I said and took a bite. "Do you really want to get out of here, or are you just acting all tough?" He asked another question immediately after I answered. "That's a 2nd question. Not our deal." I said, pointing with my spoon towards him. "Ugh alright. At least you're not angry at me." he said when he noticed I wasn't being as tough as I usually am. "I am angry at you." I said and took one of my last spoons of cereal. "Damn it, I jinxed it." He giggled as he looked down. I broke a small smile before he moved his head back up. I stopped myself from smiling and looked at him in the eyes. "What's a question that you wanted to ask me?" He asked, drinking the rest of his milk out of the bowl. After a few moments I asked.
Why do you keep those stupid daisies everywhere?" I said and took a last bite. I moved the bowl slightly away, finishing it. I stared at him as he smiled just thinking about his stupid daisies. "Maybe one day I'll tell you. Let's just say for now that I really like the way they make the room feel alive." He said and pushed his bowl close to mine. "That's not fair, you rat. That's how I could have answered." I said and shook my head with a judging stare. "You could have. But you were probably dragged into my charms to come up with a mysterious, thought out answer." He said with a slight smirk as I scoffed in disbelief of his words.
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