As soon as I opened the door of the ward, I was attacked by Minjee's fragile steps rushing towards me. "Dahyun are you okay?. I'm worried, please talk to me." She softly spoke, looking up to my eyes. I couldn't escape the sudden agitation, produced by my unstable mindset that slowly started to eat me alive once again. Part of me was so annoyed at her, just forcing me to answer all these questions she really didn't need to know. But a part of me wanted to cling onto her, wanted to press her smaller proportionate body against mine and reassure her everything's fine, even if I had to lie. When so much frustration and love is mixed together, our brains can't help but to feel sudden numbness, not pleased with both sides.
"Don't ask anything, okay? It's for your own good, Minjee." I said in a direct way, still keeping some endearing manners in my tone, purely because I was scared I would lash out on her over such a stupid and a meaningless reason. I started walking down the hallway, trying to ignore the way her adorable steps kept stubbornly following me. I ignored the reception, avoiding the looks from the nurses that looked at me with some sort of a pity and confusion regarding mine and Taehyung's situation.
Another part of me was agitated because I knew that by now it must be obvious. It must be obvious I fell under his charms too, making him break down the anger and replace it with daisies. The nurses, patients, and even therapists began noticing my change. And they noticed Taehyung's change that only somehow made sense to me now. While I was getting better, softer with my actions, and not afraid to show my "weak" emotions, Taehyung was getting worse. Taehyung made me better, and I made him worse. I'm sure he never wanted to fall for me, but already proclaiming our love for each other made us fall even further into this concept we began living in. With every touch of his I felt better, I felt affection I missed for years that only he could give me. With every touch of mine, he felt worse. He felt hell, but sacrificed himself to pull me out that exact hell I've already been living in for years.
I shook my head as I tried to focus on anything else but hell, but memories of Jungkook's smiles began reentering that painful spot in my brain. What hurt more, was seeing Taehyung's smile hitting an even more hurtful spot in my brain. All those touches we exchanged made him suffer, and he kept it all in. The arousal of the moment we both lived through, made us forget anything that would follow up the following hours to guide us for another day. It distracted both of us from realizing any consequences of what we did, both knowing Taehyung couldn't handle that amount of intimate touches for that long.
"Dahyun! Can't you hear me?" Minjee spoke in a worried tone, making me snap back into reality and turn around to face her. She almost bumped into me, but stopped herself in a split of a second. "What now, Minjee?" I spoke in an annoyed voice, making her eyebrows slightly raise at the tone of my voice. "You're not going to believe who visited us." She spoke, making my thoughts instantly jump into conclusions and worried thoughts.
My first thought was Jungkook's mother. It made sense she would visit me on today's day. I didn't know whether I was ready for that or not, so I hoped it would be someone pointless, and that Minjee would be overreacting as her usual self does. I thought for a long while, before hearing a familiar voice fill in the entire hallway. "Dahyun?" I heard another familiar voice speak my name, making me slightly stiffen even more.
If I had to write a list of people I thought I would see again, these two wouldn't even make it. Somehow, these two people were so meaningless to me, they represented a big part of my life here. Two people who spent their time on this ward, never separated from each other as great friends would be.
I turned around to make sure it really was them. I parted my mouth in slight shock, barely noticing Minjee's happy silliness upon seeing her old ward mates and dear friends. I finally spoke up, my throat feeling dry. "Jimin? Hoseok? What are you doing here?"
hey my loves how are yall?? are bts and twice going to perform together in lotte duty free family concert??cuz i badly want to see interactions between them.
