CJ Myers is a security guard for the concert pavilions in Phoenix. She's nineteen and doesn't look like your typical security guard. She's 5'6", slender, has long, curly, chesnut hair, and dark green eyes.
One night she's working security for a sho...
Those special memories of you will always bring a smile. If only I could have you back for just a while. Then we could sit and talk again just like we used to do. You always meant so very much and always will do too. The fact that you're no longer here will always cause me pain, but you're forever in my heart until we meet again.
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It was just before winter vacation and I was on the phone with my ex, Armand. He wasn't coming home for the break and I was really upset with him about it because he had promised that we were going to try and pick things back up while he was home, and if everything went good we'd try long distance. I really did miss him, but I was also upset with him for making the decision to go to Columbia without me when I had thought he was staying instate and had chosen to go to Arizona State after discussing it with him first. I had given up the idea of going to Harvard for Pre-Med because he wanted me to stay in Arizona with him.
"I miss you" Armand whispered through the phone causing me to roll my eyes as I stared at my ceiling in the apartment I shared with Brianna wishing the ceiling would just cave in on me and end all this bullshit.
"Then why'd you leave me?" I whispered back angrily wiping at an escaped tear and getting mad at myself for feeling this way still.
"I wasn't going to hold you down while I'm across the country" he responded trying to make me feel better but all it did was make me angrier because he had lied to me to get me to stay in this shit hole.
"I have to go" I stated with an angry sigh as I hung up the phone before he could reply and keep gaslighting me.
I lay on my bed staring at the photo of me and Armand on our graduation day with large, loving smiles on our faces as my phone lay beside me silently ringing because he never gave up that easily. I'd promised myself I'd never cry when I talked to him, but I was about to break that.
As tears slipped from my eyes I did the most irrational thing in existence. I booked a one way flight to New York. I missed him so much that I didn't care how it looked for me to fly across the country for a guy. I was convinced that he was the one for me, the one that I would spend the rest of my life with. Without saying a word to anyone, even Brianna, I packed my bags and left for the airport.
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My flight landed in New York and I rushed off the plane. I grabbed a taxi and took off for Columbia, where Armand went to school. I noticed my driver smile at me as I fidgetted nervously picking at lint that was on my coat.
When he pulled up to the building reality set in on what I was doing. I fought the urge to tell him to take me back to the airport so that I could go back to Phoenix and never say a word to Armand that I had even flown out here. I slowly got out and walked up to Armand's apartment.
I paced outside his door trying to decide on what to do. Just as I was finally about to knock I was whipped around and lips came crashing down onto mine. I melted into the kiss and my arms went around his neck. He had my body pinned to the wall outside his door with his pressed firmly against mine. My hands pulled at his hair at the nape of his neck eliciting a lustful growl from him. I was not going to go home without him as mine and no one else's. I was going to mark my territory and he was going to know it.
