De Villiere #2 : Pointless Days

Chapter 22

Sabaw muna kayo d'yan, lol.

Chapter 22

I cried while my palm on my face. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, I still don't want to meet him. Mas lalong ayoko pa silang mag usap o mag kita ng aking anak na ganon ganon lang, at mas lalong hindi ganon ka bilis.

It's getting late, at hindi parin ako maka tulog kakaisip. Blare was on her room, and liam too. Hindi ko alam kung anong oras uuwi si kuya, dahil gusto ko siya ang maka usap ko tungkol rito.

He's with someone, maaring naguguluhan ang anak ko kung talagang siya nga 'yon. I don't want them to meet that fast.

Hangga't hindi ko pa nakakamit 'yung gusto ko. I want them to suffer like what I've feel in those years that I'm living.

Putangina, hindi ganon kadali.

Napa sabunot ako sa aking buhok at bahagyang hinila 'yon. Muli akong bumangon at sinilip si blare sa kaniyang silid. I don't want her to leave me, mahal na mahal ko ang anak ko at natatakot ako na baka bigla siyang kunin sa'kin.

I sighed heavily, while the heaviness were still in my chest. Pumikit ako ng mariin, at nag lakad papalayo at papunta sa labas para kumuha ng tubig.

I saw Liam, drinking a water too. Our eyes met, nag tiim siya ng panga saka kumuha ng isang baso at sinalinan 'yon ng tubig.

I didn't talk, and I just walked closer to him. Tinanggap ang baso at ininom 'yon. Tila may bumara sa'king lalamunan habang naalala ang pangyayari kanina lamang.

"Aki.."

I glanced at him.

"What'll you do next?"

I stayed in silent, I don't know and what I'm going to say to him. Para akong maiiyak, at nang hina ang aking binti.

Tuluyan na akong napa upo sa stool nang biglaan. I heard him gasped, at karipas na inalalayan ako.

My eyes heated. "I-i don't know.. h-hindi ko alam, ayoko muna s-sila mag kita.. hindi pa 'ko handa." I breakdown.

He hold the both of my shoulder, he turned me to faced him.

He sighed deeply. "Just relax aki.. I'm here, I'll help you.." he said, softly. "I will help you to hide her from him. But aki, I just want to remind you.."

Tumitig siya sa'kin, tila hirap na hirap na sabihin ang nais niyang sabihin. "This won't long. Blare will surely find and look for him, her real father.."

Bullet of tears fell from my eyes, hinayaan ko 'yung umagos at mas lalong dumami ang aking iniisip. I don't want to lose her, ayoko, hindi pa sa ngayon.

"Bali-baliktarin natin ang mundo si miguel parin ang ama niya.." he added.

I sobbed at his statement, it's fucking true and I couldn't changed that. Kahit kinamumuhian ko sila, hindi ko mababago 'yon.

I sighed deeply, as I felt his arms wrapped at me. Kasabay non, ang pag bukas ng pintuan kaya parehas kaming napa lingon.

Kuys frowned, wearing a black slacks together with his white sleeves na naka tupi hanggang siko habang naka sampay naman ang coat niya sa kaniyang braso.

"What's happening here? Why are you crying?" He said in serious tone.

He walked towards on us, humiwalay ako sa yakap namin ni liam. I walked closer at my brother and hug him.

"What's going on? Kanina pa 'ko tanong ng tanonh hindi kayo sumasagot na dalawa" irratation on his voice.

I sighed deeply and bit my bottom lip.