De Villiere #2 : Pointless Days

Chapter 35

Chapter 35

"You will be fine, just call me alright? I will be there immediately.." miguel whispered. Naka akbay siya sa akin hinaplos ang balikat ko ng saglit.

Blare was too busy too noticed. She was having a good time by staring on miguel's baby pictures. Walang iba siyang sinabi kundi 'daddy was so handsome'. Marami rinnaka palibot sa kaniya laruan, kahit ako Nagulat nalang rin dahil may iilang laruan na dinasaur para kay blare, mukhang pinag handaan.

I didn't asked Miguel about this. Maybe he did tell his mom first, before he told me about this. Ayos lang naman sa'kin, dahil nag sabi ko nga'y gusto ko ng makaalis sa puot at galit na nararamdaman ko. I'm so tired, gusto ko nalang alalahanin ang anak ko.

My heart was pounding so fast. I give him a small smile before I turned my back at him. Exhaling softly. Am I still scared about this? I shouldn't be. This would end, kailangan kong harapin ito.

"Come in." Mula sa loob ng office na saad niya.

I opened the door slowly. Reviling her office. It was a modern type but in a white, and gray themed. Naka upo siya sa couch sa loob ng opisina na ito.

Ang ingay na nag mula sa aking takong ang nanaig sa buong kapaligiran.

I seated infront of her, on the couch silently. Without a word nor a sound.

"Blare.. was so energetic and talkative." She smiled. "She looks like you.. she's so pretty." Mahimigna boses niya.

I stared at her, hindi ko alam kung anong magiging reaksyon ko at paano ko siya titinignan sa mga oras na 'to.

She pursed her lips together, looking down before she lifted her eyes at me.

"Hindi ko alam kung saan ako nag sisimula. Dahil malaking kasalanan sa Diyos, sa mata ng tao ang ginawa ko, namin ng a-asawa ko.. Gusto ko humingi ng tawad, from the bottom of my heart iha.. I'm really really sorry" she began in apologetic tone.

"We caused too.. much pain, too much trauma from y-your family, lalong lalo na sa 'yo aliann. Ang asawa ko ay s-sakim, he's a monster and murderer. Ako naman si tangang sunod ng s-sunod, noon palang.." her lips trembled.

Nilagay niya ang kaniyang kamay sa tuktok ng aking mga kamay. May nag babadyang luha sa kaniyang mga mata. I can feel her trembling.

"I'm s-sorry.. I'm so sorry i-iha. Alam kong hindi sapat lahat ng mga sinasabi kong salita. Sa lahat ng napagdaanan niyo in your whole life. G-gusto kong humingi parin ng tawad dahil w-wala akong maisip na ibang g-gawin." she breathed.

"Bago kita muling nakita sa parking lot ng mall. I already filed an annulment for us. H-he's sick that time and just realized what he have done, his crimes and illegal activities. H-he cried, he cried sa lahat ng kasalanang ginawa niya. Hindi ko 'to sinasabi para mag paawa. H-hindi ko siya pinatawad.."

Sumikip ang aking dibdib at nag init ang mga mata. I looked away from her eyes. And let my tears dripped down from my eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry iha.."

I gasped when she kneeled down infront of me. Rumagasa ang luha sa kaniyang mga mata. Humigpit ang hawak niya sa aking kamay.

"I will do everything.. mapatawad m-mo lang ako, iha. Maraming salamat.. dahil sa'yo tuluyan na akong namulat sa lahat. I wished I was brave like you that time. T-thank you so much, and I'm very sorry.. I'm sorry aliann"

Hinawakan ko ang kaniyang braso maging ang kamay. "Tumayo napo kayo d'yan-"

"P-pero-"

I shook my head. "Please po ma'am.. tumayo napo kayo." I said, calmly and helped her to get up from her knees.