De Villiere #2 : Pointless Days

Chapter 31

Mag eecq na naman tayo, hays. Keep safe everyone.

Chapter 31

Nanlamig ang aking buong katawan, at hindi makaalis sa kinatatayuan. Pinanuod ko siyang umalis sa loob ng silid na ito, hanggang sa masarado ang pinto.

Halos, mabingi ako sa kapaligiran, maski ako'y naririnig ang sariling tibok ng puso sa lakas nito. I covered my lips using my palm, hindi ako makapaniwala.. siya mismo ang nag sabi sa aking harapan.

Tears dripping down to my cheeks. I didn't even know, why this tears came out from my eyes. Bigat at kirot ang nararamdaman ko sa mga oras na ito, even if I don't want to accept it.. it just happened.

Paano na ang anak ko?

Paano?

I waited for him to came back, nag hintay ako na baka sakaling hindi totoo. Kasi, eto na 'yung pag kakataon nasasabihin ko na sa kaniya tungkol sa anak namin. But it looks like it's messed up, fucking messed up again.

He didn't came back, it must be really important. Baka.. sa nakalipas na buwan.. maraming nangyari. Maybe, he agreed inthat married dahil hindi niya na ako mahal.

But It doesn't matter anymore, ang gusto ko lang, makilala niya si blare.. sana, yun nga lang talaga ang dahil ng aking luha.

"Oh gosh! I would love to! Malapit lang na bar ha! Around BGC nalang!" Vianna said, happily.

I did talked with her. I just need someone tonight. Gusto kong mag isip isip. Dahil, parang wala ring patutunguhan ang pag punta ko rito, I don't know what I supposed to do now.

"Suduin mo nalang ako.. I don't feel driving here, right now," I breathed.

Napatigil naman siya sa pag sasalita, natahimik sa kabilang linya before she talked. "You..did, talk to him? Ano'ng nangyari?"

I closed my eyes tightly, blowing a heavy breath. Kahit sa pag buntong hininga 'y mabawasan ang bigat sa aking dibdib.

"M-mamaya ko nalang sasabihin sa'yo.. let's go out, around 7pm. I'll hang up the call, I have to do work,"

I can feel the heaviness of her breath when she breathed. "I'm here aki, gonna pick you up later! Bye!"

"Bye," I said, and hang up the call. Basta ko na lamang nilapag ang aking phone, massaging my forehead.

Inabala ko ang sarili ko sa trabaho sa dumaang dalawang oras. There's still time that I'm just staring, afterwards I will blinked twice like I'm back to my conciousness. I didn't even told kuya where I'm going and just left inside of our company. Still, in heavy heart.

"Girl!" Vianna said, when I opened the door of her car.

"Ganda kotse ah, asenso yarn?" Biro ko.

She laughed and shook her head. "Lalong sumexy! Sana all!"

I rolled my eyes, sinuot ang seat belt. "How are you, it's our first time seeing each other."

She start the engine, droving away outside of the company building. "I'm always fine I guess. Ang saya saya kaya mag alaga ng pamangkin!" She exclaimed.

"Bakit ayaw mo mag boyfriend? Or asawa?" I asked.

She clicked her finger together, ngumising nilingon niya ako. "Fuck bodies, will do. I'm not into drama and commitment.. basta ayoko lang,"

Nag kibit balikat ako. "It's your choice, but you have to be careful. Mamaya sa fubu na 'yan maka buo kayo. Take pills or depo.." I said. Just concerned about her, mukhang hindi niya pa talaga gusto mag commit dahil these past years wala talaga siyang naging boyfriend.