Back Series 1: Back To You (BxB)

Kabanata 23

Clayn

"Baby, we need to talk."

Nag-ugat ako. Ang kabang naramdaman kanina ay bumalik. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang aking nararamdaman. This is why I chose to go with Jaden earlier. This is what I'm delaying, to be confronted by him. The inevitable.

Why is he here? What does he want to talk about?

He sighed and cupped his forehead. He slowly close the gap between us with his hands in his pocket. His outfit was still the same.

Nang mapadako sa mukha niya ang titig ko, he was slightly biting his lower lips and I can see the bruise beside. Medyo nakaramdam ako ng awa.

Agad ko namang iniwas ang aking titig.

I couldn't read his expression though. He look ruthless and dangerous. Napalunok nalang ako. The lump on my throat made me swallowed hard. His presence dominated my senses right now. Hindi ako makagalaw.

When he was finally in front of me, just inches away, his expensive perfume and natural scent immediately attack my nostrils and I'm going nuts because honestly it smells so addicting.

What the heck are you talking about, Clayn?

Nananatili lang sa dibdib niya ang titig ko, never had the courage to meet his fiery eyes. Unti-unting nanginginig ang aking mga tuhod, hindi alam kung bakit. He's intimidating as fuck.

Pakiramdam ko, babagsak na ako mga ilang segundo.

"End what's between you two."

He crouched so he could whisper those to me. Ang kanyang hininga sa aking leeg ay nakapagpanindig ng balahibo.

He didn't ask, it was an order. He's like a superior right now and I'm just a pathetic slave who can't do anything.

"You don't want me to force you, do you?"

He slowly lifted my chin just so our eyes could meet. At ang aking kinatatakutan sa kanya, ang mga mata niyang malalim at nagbabaga ngayon. His jaw was moving intensely and face remain stoic.

"Answer me baby."

It sent chills down my spine. How could this guy affect me this much? I never once imagine before I will be like this to him. What did he do to me?

Absentmindedly, I slowly nodded my head.

Why don't I have the strength to contradict him? Or even can speak? What did he do?

Is it him to be blame or I was betrayed by my heart?

I don't know anymore.

One thing is clear, I'm falling for this guy and I was just keep programming myself that it'll fade as time pass by. That maybe, being with Jaden can divert my feelings but I was wrong. Damn wrong.

Ngayon na napagtanto ko na ang aking ginagawa, dati na hindi ko maamin-amin sa sarili, nakokonsensya ako sa aking ginawa.

Am I using Jaden?

I'm horrible.

"Good baby, because you're mine. I won't get tired reminding you that you're mine. Now that, that bastard was already making his moves, it's time to own you now. Akin ka lang, Clayn."

His possessiveness, him owning me, I didn't know why I didn't find it upsetting. I like it more. I think I'm crazy.

Ang kanyang mga mata ay napadako sa aking labi. Napalagok siya at ganun din ako. Mas lalo lamang lumakas ang tambol ng aking puso. He looked at me in my eyes again at bumalik agad sa labi ko.