Back Series 1: Back To You (BxB)

Simula

Clayn

I wiped my sweats on my forehead while panting a little. I drew a deep breaths to catch my breath.

"Whoah!" aniko. Katatapos ko lang mag-practice sa isang choreo na ipre-present namin sa opening ng sports week. I was part of a dance club and we were asked to present on that day. Hip-hop ang style ng sayaw namin.

I got my towel and wiped my neck, my back, and face where sweats were dripping. Umupo ako sa kama ko at kinuha ang phone. My room is spacious because I want to have a space where I can able to move cuz I love dancing.

Meron ding malaking salamin sa wall ko. My room was minimal in terms of furnitures. Ayaw ko ng madaming bagay that can make my room look suffocating and small area.

I checked my instagram story. Madaming nag-view nun. It was mirror selfie of me earlier when I took a break. Madami ding nagre-reply na mga lalaki and I was used to it. I'm not bragging but honestly, I was mistaken by a lot of people as a girl. I'm gay actually and my parents both accepted me of my gender identity.

With my white and soft skin. Feminine features which I got it from my mom. From my small build, 5'6 height and skinny. My soft face with thick black eyebrows, long eyelashes and lift up light brown eyes. I got also a narrow and pointed nose which I got it from my Abuelo which is a half spanish sa mother side ko.

I checked my messages and seeing a lot of messages like you're so gorgeous babe, trap!, wtf! Mine. And a lot more. I didn't bother to replied to any one of them except from my closest friends. Kessiah Alonzo and Train Cortez.

Kess:

Nagpractice ka ng sayaw ngayon?

Me:

Yup. Ikaw?

Kess and I are both part of the dance club. We love dancing so much that it was one of our bonding together. Hindi na siya nag-reply dahil active siya 23 minutes ago.

I open one my other friend's message again. From Train.

Train:

Punta kaya ako diyan. Bonding ta'yo.

Me:

Sure! Kailan?

Hindi din siya nag-reply dahil hindi na siya active. I close my phone and went straight in my shower. Naligo ako dahil pinagpawisan ako ng sobra kanina. It felt refreshing being under the warm water of the shower as it drips on my whole body.

Pagkatapos ay nagbihis ako ng pambahay at bumaba para kumuha ng snacks. Saturday ngayon kaya wala kaming pasok and that also explain why I was home all day. It was already 3 in the afternoon when my stomach growls.

Pagkababa ko ay naabutan ko sina kuya at ang kanyang matalik na kaibigan na naglalaro ng ps4. Iignorahin ko nalang sana nila ngunit nasipat ako ni kuya.

"Nagtanghalian ka na ba bunso?" How sweet of my brother. I stop midway and bore my gaze to them.

I smiled and nodded. "Yup. Kuha lang ako ng snacks." I then turn my back at them but my kuya called me again.

"Pa-inomin mo nga 'tong si Cade please. Nahihiya pa, palagi namang nandito." Ani kuya.

I shot my brows at his bestfriend who's smirking and looking at me. Xavier Cade Ruiz.

"Uminom ka na." ani ni kuya kaya tumayo na siya at naglakad sa direksyon ko.

Hindi ako nagsalita at tahimik lang na tinungo ang kusina namin. Ramdam ko ang pagsunod ni Cade sa akin.

When I reach the fridge, I got a glass pitcher of a cold water and handed it to him without talking. Hindi na ako nag-abalang kumibo dahil hindi naman kami close.

Naghahanap din ako ng makakain sa loob ng fridge nang biglang magsalita si Cade.

"Taray na'tin ngayon huh. Walang imik." my brows can't help but frowned.

Hindi ako ganito sa mga taong di ko close but for him, I do because I always find him irritating. From his moves, the way he stares and all of him. I found it irritating.

"It's none of your business." I said instead.

Nakakita ako ng mango float sa freezer kaya 'yon ang kinuha ko. Sinarado ko na ang fridge at dumiretso sa kung saan nakalagay ang aming utensils.

Nakita ko sa peripheral vision ko na nakahilig siya sa aming kitchen island counter habang sinusundan ang aking mga galaw. I got tense by the way he stares at me. Hindi ko nalang 'yon pinansin at dumiretso na sa cabinet kung nasaan ang aming utensils nakalagay.

Ramdam ko na papalapit siya sa kinaroroonan ko kaya pagkakuha ko ng tinidor ay lumingon ako. I was slightly startled and taken aback. He was just inches away from me and towering over me with his huge frame.

Medyo nagulat ako kaya napakurap-kurap ako. Tiningala ko siya dahil sa tangkad niya. His black and hawk-like eyes bore straight to my eyes like he can see within me. Both of his arms lock me on the counter, putting it both at my side.

Napalunok ako nang masulyapan ang maugat niyang braso.

I was a little bit confused and at the same time scared. Lumundag ang kaba sa dibdib ko habang sobrang lapit niya sa akin. His manly scent mixed with expensive perfume attack my nostrils which smell so addicting.

Nakahawak lang ang aking dalawang kamay sa counter top habang pilit na uma-atras kahit na wala nang espasyo.

"Anong ginagawa mo?" I tried so hard to spoke those without me stuttering nor trembling.

Nakita ko ang pagbaba-taas ng adams apple niya nang lumunok siya. Mataman siyang nakadungaw sa akin ng diretso sa aking mata at bahagyang itinagilid ang ulo para pagmasdan ako.

Mahirap naman akong napalunok sa sarili kung laway dahil sa kaba.

He leaned closer kaya napahilig ako sa counter top para lang mapanatili ang gap naming dalawa.

His lips form into a teasing smirk while biting his lower lips. My eyes couldn't stand looking straight into his eyes kaya napabaling ako sa ibang direksyon. Sobrang kaba pa din ang aking nararamdaman pero hindi ko pinahalata.

I tried to push him but my strength has nothing to do with his force. He's got really a big build.

"Ano ba. Umalis ka nga." irita kung wika.

I tried to look on his eyes with my brows furrowed and irritation on my face but he was just smirking teasingly. Agad naman akong napa-iwas ng tingin at ibinagsak ang tingin sa kanyang black na tee-shirt.

"Sarap mo palang asarin." ani niya sa kanyang malalim na boses tsaka tumawa. It sounds like a thunder with his so deep voice.

Inabot niya ang cabinet sa taas ko at kumuha ng baso doon. He then looked down on me with his still smirking lips.

"What did you think I would do to you?"

I don't know what to feel anymore. Sobrang inis na umakyat ang lahat ng dugo ko sa mukha dahil sa inis.

Is he teasing me again?

Bahagya akong nahiya sa inasta ko. I couldn't help it kaya tinulak ko na siya at kinuha ang mango float at tinidor tsaka lumabas sa kusina.

Fuck, him! Ang hilig niya talagang asarin ako. That asshole got really the audacity.

Nagkasalubong pa din ang kilay ko habang naglakad na medyo padabog. Kuya noticed it and nagtanong pa pero 'di ko na siya pinansin.

I was completely pissed right now. How could he make a joke like that? We weren't that close. Pinagtripan ba niya ako dahil bakla ako? Does he think if he do that to all gays and girls we will be fluttered?

Pwes, nagkakamali siya! Kasi inis lang ang aking naramdaman.

"Ininis mo na naman 'yon?" Rinig kung tanong ni kuya pagka-akyat ko.

I didn't hear any responses from the asshole. Diretso lang ako sa kwarto ko at linagay sa lamesa ang dala kung pagkain bago humiga.

I closed my eyes and drew a depth breathes, trying to calm down myself. I even get a grip of my comforter dahil sa gigil. Sarap sapakin.