haven't updated this in 2 months
uh.. so mental health update
i cried last week.. which wasn't fun
but i was able to stay in an okay mood for a week
then i cried this morning..
and maybe like.. 10-15 minutes ago? maybe 20, i dunno
but i think i'm done for now
my eyes are kinda puffy though
but uh.. i'll probably try to find something to do to keep myself calm like i am rn
but uh.. yeah, that's kinda it for now
i don't wanna really get into what made me cry out of fear i'll start crying again, but i'm feeling kinda better now after letting it all out
we'll see how i feel tomorrow, though
