i don't think life really works out for me
like..
is wanting happiness so much to ask for?
is keeping a friend that meant a lot to me a lot to ask for?
is asking for a relationship that actually lasts a long time too much to ask for?
ugh
i'm so tired of everything, man
i don't have the energy for a lot of things
nor the motivation
and i don't wanna feel that way anymore
the only time i'm not feeling anything is when i'm sleeping
and if i could sleep all day every single day, i honestly would
i don't mean that in the way i'm sure some people will think
i mean like.. actually sleeping
everyday
just until i feel okay again
